The only one in the world I want. . . is the only one I know I can never have. My heart is as the title says, never to heal or want another as I want him. Why? Why does it have to hurt so much, I feel as though my chest will split in two if I cannot have him. And I know I can't, so I feel like the walking dead so long as his warmth evades my embrace. It hurts, I want to die.
Why does he not love me?
Why does he shun the affection that I so long to bestow upon him?
His selfish nature still draws me to him, though he broke my heart so many times.
He could murder a thousand people and I would still think the sun shines from his very being.
His presence is intoxicating to say the least, and I want only to be around him, for I wish only for him to grace me with his powerful figure.
Why does he not want me?
It hurts so much, I want to scream.
COMMENTS
who is this written for?
Who could not want you sweetie?
Kings should be at your mercy!
I feel you girl i have been here and sometimes it still hurts but i moved on and found true happiness.
I've had my heart broken so many times its not funny anymore.
I've only broken 1 heart and it still clings onto life.
I wish mine could do the same.
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People with dead hearts have no room to complain. You're doing just fine.
I'm sure yours does. But I'm still waiting for an answer.
Pain is an emotion we all feel and I believe without it we would never be able to apperciate love...
without one you cannot have the other..
hold on hunnie.
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DeathSaint
10:08 Oct 15 2008
if it is meant to be
it will happen sweetie
heartache
07:56 Nov 04 2008
The world does that plays nasty games with your heart....or maybe its people i don't know but you have to hold on as in time it will get better i promise
SweetBlood9117
07:55 Sep 27 2010
awwwww i feel the same way