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So, this week, no days off whatsoever. I've been working since last Sunday and what not. This is gonna be a major pain the butt. Though, it's gonna feel good to get those hours and the money in as well. The exhaustion will be real. Majority of the week, except tomorrow and possibly Friday will be 7am-730pm Monday-Thursday. It's gonna be a long week and what's even worse is me being an energy drink fiend as well. My husband is gonna kick my ass with lectures. It's not unusual for me to start those, especially when I need them, but my anxiety is gonna kill me with those and probably the chest pains, but it's gonna help and I will be able to start relaxing after we're done Friday for sure. We'll have 3 months off and what not. Basically, fur-lo for work since it's considered "Seasonal."

I don't mind it. Gives me time to do things over the summer and do some deep cleaning within the apartment and what not. I'm just gonna miss working, but at the same time, I need a break from working. It's all I do and I feel like I have no time for myself or my husband either. Also, to be able to play with my ferrets 24/7, now that's gonna feel nice as well.

Last night was a rough night. Work was great and all, don't get me wrong.. but to come home and have to things from the state and them taking oh...550.00 of your tax returns, and not only that, but them also taking your husband's, who I might add has nothing to do with this custody issue. They basically took mine and his, and now my husband has to appeal to get his money. I swear, my son's dad with stop at nothing until I have nothing left at this point. I'm currently working six days a week, one day off. Yes, I get paid, and that's weekly, but that's still not enough. Last night was just...horrible. Anxiety and depression in one go as well. I really had a hard time controlling that last night. My mind slipped into the darkest depths it could and it has been a long while since that has happened. The state is already garnishing my wages as well. This just tops everything at this point and I had plans to try and pay off some medical bills that I owe as well. Ugh.... I get it, I owe it and it needs to be paid, but at the same time, how am I supposed to even survive on 300.00 a week? My husband covers rent and that's a huge 900+ every month. I'm just not even sure how to go about this anymore....