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I put something in here yesterday......o_o

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Drakontion
21:28 Mar 28 2008

You probably did... the site's lost about 12 hours worth of data... messages, levelling stats, journal entries, forum posts, etc etc. It's gone for good, unfortunately. I'm sorry hun =(

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envious of anyone.Ever...but I must admit,sometimes,when I read some of these journals,I find myself wishing that I could write like some do..it might be nice to be able to express ones self through the written word.



But then,as quick as it comes,it goes..I am fine again..Once again pleased with being able to read good stuff others can write.

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deathnitegrl
22:00 Mar 21 2008

Communication has it's limits especially when it's written.



I make long entries because while I am writing I am still thinking but I still feel limited and that I haven't expressed myself enough.

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Jbloodaxe
22:06 Mar 21 2008

I admit to it for there are many people who more talented then I. I am dyslexic and sometimes I feel my poetry never feels as good as alot of others..

Also am envious of people who can express themselves clearly as you do. So what I do when enivous? Find something I do that no other does...

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Dragonrouge
02:39 Apr 04 2008

They slip

the wet words slip through the palms of the siren

forver she remains mute

like the mistery

like the wisdom

leaving just humming waves

that strike our hollowed hearts





I make a haughty offering to her greatness

my bent knees longing for the incandescence of the

time

Saturn overthrows his hours into glass

the silicon particles decompose my language

and the cybernetic double of my brain

leaves me crippled and poor

on your shores

a statue of stone

hoping for understanding

burried by the scattered golden sounds

and images





"as quick as it came,

it goes"

like the wind through her golden locks

like her blessed waves

washing away the envy

and temptation



washing away the flesh, the sentiments

the skeletons

now becoming sand, gold

now becoming past



until my words will burn

her palms

and finally slip

through the depths

of the oceanne...

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Weird ass messages like everyone else? I mean,Im not complaining,but am I doing something wrong here? I like to be entertained too dammit!



Just kidding,I will read of everyone else's adventures, and keep living the great ones that I have.

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NocturnalGoddess
18:34 Mar 21 2008

Aww poor thing!! lol

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Oceanne
18:42 Mar 21 2008

Haha I really AM. And jealous! I want candy!!



but damn it rots your teeth.

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STABB666
21:49 Mar 21 2008

hi ur lik so kewl man id lik 2 lik u

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deathnitegrl
21:58 Mar 21 2008

LOL I am sure you are entertained by the entries of others.

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Drakontion
22:13 Mar 21 2008

Everyone gets weird ass messages? Man... what am I missing out on? lol...

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Wow,although there are maybe one or two who have put me on theirs without my permission,I dont even care.All the others I have spoken with and I love having them on my list.As I might be doing something here, I like to see their avatars pop up when Im on.I might not talk to them everyday,but I do always think of them..sometimes I even get a chance to say hey.But those on my list are always welcome to message me at anytime..

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Oceane
17:43 Mar 21 2008

I don't mind those who actually talk 1 time to me, sorry if I sounded rude, I was mearly refering to those who just add poeple to have the longest list ever and never speak ever to me, or the wehlps....that cause I rate them jump on the add button.

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Oceanne
17:47 Mar 21 2008

I understand completely ..and to add add add is just bullshit.but I guess Im just lucky in that respect..and Im letting my friends on here know that I appreciate all of them.Your entry along with others had made me think about that..

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deathnitegrl
21:57 Mar 21 2008

I do the same thing.



Most of the time I don't talk because I'm shy or don't have anything interesting to say, so I remain silent for not risking embaressement, especially a new peron, I don't know how to approach people.

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So weird to find family pictures of your parents on the damn internet..Im glad I did,brings back great memories..

mom(white coat)dad and the Foyghts..party time!



AJ down in Nassau..



AJ and Mario ..



mom and AJ..



dad just before a race..Sebring I think this one was..



dad on left..AJMario and Parnelli..



Grandpa and dad..Checking out the track in Phoenix He was racing Formula then..



Dad in Phoenix..

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BLOODLIFE
18:22 Mar 20 2008

At least I now know where you inherited your beautiful looks from...X

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Oceanne
18:02 Mar 21 2008

What a nice thing to say..thank you.

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Sorry but Im not who you think,I am Oceanne or Oceanna...yes that is spelled with two nns.The other,Oceane, has one n in her name.She plays in the Vampbox alot..I never do,nor will I.I have never changed my avatar,nor will I.So you see,we are not the same person...no better,no worse,just different.

While so many demand it,so very few are deserving.I poke around doing my own thing,just being quiet for the most part and simply being myself...rating,reading, posting .Sigh..Reading about the little stinking piles of shit you leave as you travel through friendships and sneak across other's lawns.Yet you carry on...The demmand of resect here,the warnings there.Why must there be so many threats? Dont you know that just shows me you are weak?For you are the ones who cry the loudest for your mommies when Death comes to greet you.It is always like that.

.And 'resPECT ME!! they cry..Sorry my demented friend,but dont you get it? Respect is earned and maintained in the the things you do..yes,even the little things.It is called Integrity.You bet we can see if you have it or not..your actions will proove that,eventually.Until then,I care nothing of your demands for it.

You would cry for your own soul..would you not cry for the millions?