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patience
23:30 Jul 30 2008
Times Read: 668

i am sitting here.. waiting

waiting to head back from my mortgage guy about when WHEN WHEN WHEN we can sign the papers for our house



WHEN WHENWHENWHENEHWNE



i am going mad... this process has been torturous... and i have money and good credit.. i cant imagine what its like trying to buy a house with shitty credit and zero down...



and all this shit in a buyer market.. what in the hell is it like if its a sellers market...



i think i will live in this house until i die just never to have to do this again

last night
23:43 Jul 24 2008
Times Read: 682

apperantly last night was a good night for relationships.. my dear friend and her mate patchedup some rough spots that were there, and i had a blissful night with my beloved. spending vast amounts of time doing just nothing...simply being...

i am normally a very busy person.. i typically enjoy chaos.. and if nothing is going on, i find something to do.. it seems i am now learning how to simply "be"

i have never felt more at peace with myself, with another, and with the universe that surrounds me.

my quest
09:56 Jul 10 2008
Times Read: 718

Be kind, be gentle, listen more then you speak. When you speak, make sure you are sure of what your words are doing in all of the realms and especially what function they will serve in the immediate world in front of you.

Sleepless night
17:45 Jul 09 2008
Times Read: 723

I did not sleep well last night. This is unusual for me. I had a very tumultuous day yesterday. The compunding stress of house buying, my work and my mother among other things seems to have tipped the scales towards insomnia.



"In the end its all ok, if it isnt ok..its not the end.."



things are not ok.. it must not be the end..this somehow gives me hope.. lol

mission uk~tower of strength
08:14 Jul 09 2008
Times Read: 732




You raise me up

When I'm on the floor

You see me through

When I'm lonely and scared

And I'm feeling true to the written word

And you're true to me

And still I need more

It would tear me apart

To feel no one ever cared

For me

For me

For me

You are a tower of strength to me



You stand firm and proud

When the wind blows in your face

And when the sun shines in your eyes

You just turn your head away

To me

To me

To me

You are a tower of strength to me



You rescue me

You are my faith

My hope

My liberty

And when there is darkness all around

You shine bright for me

You are the guiding light



To me

To me

To me

You are a tower of strength to me



You are all passion and heart

When I lay in your embrace

And heaven is in your kiss

Salvation lies just a touch away



To me

To me

To me

You are a tower of strength to me