.
VR
razzaleta's Journal


razzaleta's Journal

THIS JOURNAL IS ON 25 FAVORITE JOURNAL LISTS

Honor: 0    [ Give / Take ]

PROFILE




20 entries this month
 

We arnt always what we promise to be.

07:40 Mar 29 2014
Times Read: 299


But if you close your eyes dose it almost feel like nothings changed at all??





Hm no, things have changed a lot in the past year I supose.





Any way so tonight i drove home and on the freewayy! and didnt die lol so was cool i was really nervous thou and decided that im not to font of driving in heals it makes it a little harder to gauge how much gas im giving it. eh i kinda slept alot today cause i guess my body was tired i didnt get out of bed till like 1 pm.... thats horrible but i woke up quite a few times in between . I was looking for reseach sources but the schools online thingy is being jankidy so here i am writing to youuuu lol oh went and watched my best friend dance she wore my prom dress for one of the dances cause it fit the princess look perfect she said ,im so glad it did she looked beautiful in it =//.^= it made me feel really special when she said she wanted to wear it to her prom thats some sweet shit . As time goes on and i look at our friend ship shes honestly like a younger sister to me but also my best friend and man watching her grow and getting to be by her side and create such s=fun and deep memories its been an honor, and no matter how long were apart when we get to see each other its like we were never apart its really nice.Iv never had a friend like her in my life and shes definatly changed my life alot. iv never confined in some one the way I have her .Im so very proud of the beautiful strong minded and deep hearted young lady that she has become.look i need to stop before i start crying and shit. lol tis stupid but when ever i try to tell her how i feel and what she means and how much i appreciate her i start crying then she starts crying and its all emosinal and shittt i donno man i just know i am so lucky to have met and befriended some of the pople i have in my life i am incredibly fortunate to have the family and the friends I have .i love my life,sure things could be better but oh how they could be so very worse.


COMMENTS

-



 

04:26 Mar 28 2014
Times Read: 303


I was so sleepy :p i got like what two hours of sleep this morning, which was better than nothibg as I had expected to recive but oh my god it was so hard to stat awake in my history class like I must have noded of 7 times :/ but. Mannaged to stay awake the second half .oooooo. my gosh so that now not so random guy Ryan. Spotted. Me in the library and was talking to me about my outfit and then a whole lot of extra shitttt then just my luck he spots me at the bus stop and then sat next to me on the bussss and talked the wholeeeeee timeeeee. Haha eh .but. i dont mind the interaction it makes my day a bit diffrent, he laughted when i told him im taking fensing ,but i dont care im fucking exciteddddddd! I was looking into getting my tattoo and i think id like to get another one on my other arm of a crest with a Irish unicorn in it im not quite sure how i want it to look completely and id draw it but im not to confident on my drawing of a unicorn skills, but i think ill work on the crest its self. Mmmmm i wanna eat the tiramisu. Cake my sister brought homee and tis tasty,i love tiramisu and tuxedo cake cause im a texture. Person when it comes to food. And i enjoy the diffrent layers cause theyer didiffrent textures. Any way. This semester is almost over finally im ready to do my summer classes just a few more weekssssss. My friend wants me to ho camping in may and i kinda dont want to cause well be in a tent in the woods -_-far from society. .. but its the opportunity to creat some good memories his gal is coming down fir the sumner so shell go and another good friend will be going so it should be fun,then this month tays boyfriend is coimming to stay here for his spring brake and she wabts me to meet him .hes cool we face timed him hes funny and totally trustable for participation in serial killing activities ^.^ but hed be messy sooo wed have to clean up quite a bit but hey sometimes its worth the mess ahahaha. So iv been pondering the thought of going to England and like its worth it im sure but its still hard to think of leaving my family and best friends(3) that i have ya know like those are the only people in the world i would kill people with passionately:/ lol also who know me and seen me cry and shit. But im if course gonna finish school or end up transferring But i wanna do the study abroad to get a feel for if thats a place i really want to be ya know. Just gota be smart about things but if i never take risks ill never know hm ^.^ this lady at work asked me if i model and when i said no she said that i should:) and was super sweet then there was this nice cupple who came in and it was the 42nd aniversry of their first date and they taljed to me about it and life and schook it was sweet and made my day all the better^.^ i may not get payed a who lot nor get many hours and occasionally the cups brake when i make concretes and i make mistakes but i love working with people the way i do its always nice to hear a complete stranger make sweet remarks on My genuine smiles. That i cant seem to hold back or my happy enthusiasm. ( not trying to be conceded) but i do appreciate the kind things people say to me and i make it a point to let them know i appreciate it ,because kindness is unfortunately rare so its important to let people know that its appreciated or its go away even more!


COMMENTS

-



 

college stuffs

17:45 Mar 25 2014
Times Read: 310


So i decided that Fear is interesting to me and i kinda welcome it but not like stupidly ,hear some shit in the basement fuck that shit im locking the door and leaving,or puting ny self in fearful positions nopeeee nit about that life. But there are diffrent types of fear(in my opinion) so i supose i welcome lively fear,fear that makes you feel alive. :P just a thought any way so i was looking into the study abroad program for next summer and im stuck between Britain and Ireland. One is very city like and one is very not and thats why im stuckkk. Like im a city gal but because of that i think it may be all the more interesting to see somewhere that i cant to relate to so i can learn more openly about it ya know. And oh my gosh for one of my summer electives im taking fencing XD im excited, i know thats strange but one it will keep me active ,B. It will be new and interesting. And three i can say hey i know how to fence ! Lol and i think ima do psychology and cultural cause fencing is only one credit but im exciteddddddd lol


COMMENTS

-



LORDMOGY
LORDMOGY
20:27 Mar 25 2014

Awesome.....I personally would choose Ireland just because I follow my passions. I love castles, the countryside, the mountains, images from the highlander movie series were nice and I began to collect swords because of those movies, the country is just beautiful to me.



It too has major cities like Dublin, but I really enjoy all the greenery, the stones and rocky look, and the bodies of water are peaceful looking too.



I only had the opportunity to fly through once and I had a lay over and although I didn't get a chance to explore, I still love the experience of just being there.



That's one of the countries I plan to visit again.





 

that lasted longer than i thought it would

19:37 Mar 22 2014
Times Read: 317


So i had this dream right and it kinda freaked me out, Im pretty sure its my head trying to figure shit out but it felt a little to real ya know. Any way I decided I enjoy quotes about beast . I cant help but admire beast and monsters. ..well not admire but i feel a certin fondness for man and creature of such natures. And prehaps it has somethibg to do whith what i keep in side or prehaps ....nvm. any way this is kinda sucky my friend got in to a argument with her boyfriend cause hes insecure :/ and this is the first guy shes ever "been" with. Dealing with insecurity sucks no matter whos side its comming from. And i totally get it but some times it blinds people so stupidly and its baffling that they can understand or see or even try to see and dear lord that is one of the most frustrating shit ever.its fighting a losing battle that you dont want to give up on and sometimes its hard to see that some battles you will lose and its best to except defeat rather than suffer the casualtys ..sometimes people are not worth the the destruction they cause within in you.BUT some people are every now in then we need destruction with in to brake away the old so that we can build the new and those are the pople that are worth the destruction they cause because they help you build the new ^·^. Any way lol i didnt mean to get all deep and shit ,I as any other have fought my battles and waged my wars , and gained my metals, lost a few comrades. But. i would not be who i am today had i not and i am rather proud of who I am im not grate or anything im just human. Ya know :) but i feel a beast dwells with in me ;) haha. Love makes people do some crazy ass shitttttttt its so odd ya know


COMMENTS

-



 

And I was Like ooooooo

16:56 Mar 19 2014
Times Read: 322


Purple sparkly eyeliner woooohooo,shit makes my eyes look lighter =//.^=. hmm i kinda wonder how today it gonna go im hoping it goes well .OHHHHH MY GOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ya know sometimes im like itd be nice to have kids one day and then i come home to my sisters fucking kids then its like FUCK THAT SHIT ,like her kids are nothing like her and I dont understand it at alllllll >.< eh so irritating. but i know if I ever have kids they will be pretty awesome any way and they should be pretty fucking cute,cause it just happens to be in the family sept my brother i donno what happened there lol jk hes i donno an intresting fello ehhhh itunes stop being tardeddddddd. i has to go now


COMMENTS

-



 

16:04 Mar 18 2014
Times Read: 331


ahhh so tasty yet so fucking spicyyyyyy >.< whyyyyy?!! grr darn my not being use to spicy food! its cold and now I is sleepyyyyyy cause I ate hmmm. This morning whille standing at my bus stop I got honked at...itsnt it a bit early for that shiz? guess not lol but the truck looked familiar but who knows .hm what do

I need to do to dayyyyyyyyyy finishes that test I suppose I dont have anything interesting to say atm bye


COMMENTS

-



LORDMOGY
LORDMOGY
16:24 Mar 18 2014

Sorry gorgeous, but for some, beauty doesn't take a break. Neither do those who admire it. ^_^





 

Bei mir bist du sheyn

00:57 Mar 17 2014
Times Read: 339


To me you are beautiful.



My silver tongue shines no longer .some people are poetic their whole life and for some it is a mere explosion of hormones that rush the brain flooding ones self with incomprehensible emotions in youth and I often wonder if that seems to be my case but when I gaze upon the stares at night and I feel vastness of the universe gazing into me as I gaze into it ,for it consist of shining stars just as I.And that is how I know poetic words flow with in my soul ,for if you cut me i would bleed the colors of the evening sky.(still one of my favorite song quotes)





Any way so after the car show my friends and i when up to this abandoned bridge where people mess around and it in the middle of no where ish and Andy drove in his tuck and when we got out the stars shined so beautiful because lack of city lighting so we sat in the back of his truck talking about aliens and life lol but it was such a nice view and it was cool out side . I absolutely love nothing more than to look at the stars. Thats the best thing about long road trips is when you far from towns and cites (althou that sounds scary af) the view of the stares is astounding that the one thing i vividly recall when my mom and i would drive from Spokane to Seattle . ehhh i reallllly dont want to write my esayyyy im like a forth through it and took a brake havent been able to bring my self to continue it... i have to get back on to a semi normal sleep schedule due to returning to classes this week ehhhh.



:/ sometimes peoples lack of thoughtfulness/common decency bothers me

quite a bit i don't mean to bitch and moan was just a thought .well i should carry on with some stuff bye bye


COMMENTS

-



 

02:00 Mar 14 2014
Times Read: 345


" I call her the devil,cause she makes me wanna sin and every time she knocks I cant help by let her in." & " -She couldn't escape the monster. -What monster ? - Herself. "





^^^^^^^^^^^^^ just some things I came across today. I strongly enjoy things that make me ponder life and philosophy,I'm always open to viewing from a new perspective=//.^=(even when shit gets sick) but any way so today was pretty decedent bleached my friends hair for him although it didn't go as white as we were hoping for may have to give it another go next week such a yellow blond now its crazyyyyyyyy lol im thinking about bleaching my colored portions im up for some change, I gave my sister purple/red highlights to give her a nice plum color her hair turned out grate I was a bit worried last night cause her hair was fairly light and she didn't want the color to be so bright and I used purple to darken it but her hair was so light I was unsure of the possible out come but it turned out very nice she was pleased so of course I was . mmmmm dinner smells good. OHHHHH so i interviewed the guy for my report kinda took for ever but was fun he talked alotttt but gave an interesting incite on things. eh i dont wanna work tomorrowwww. work is kinda boring and im just not the fondest of my co-workers.but hey its not like i dont have the time to give it a try .if i dont like it still after 6 months well move on and it will just be good experience for the future. or at least something to learn from. eh now im sleepyyyyy from eating :p rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr la da deeee la da doooo


COMMENTS

-



 

01:46 Mar 13 2014
Times Read: 355


"to day was ugly" she said, "tell me something beautiful?" and he said her name. < quote i read today that was sweet. so today not the greatest day in the world worked kinda sucked and i decided that sometimes id rather keep my feelings to my self cause sometimes tell some one they don't always come out as good as it should have you know so it makes me look and sound dumb.. i was talking to my bestfriend about how love is fucking complicated and in truth it is but sometimes i think its only complicated if you and your other make it that way ya know but i dont find love to ever be so simple because im just a simple complicated person ahaha eh i just dont knowwwww 0-0 im sleepy i just want to curl up with my teddy bears and be warm . sometimes i like such girly music lol its oky we all have those moments in our life that just calls some sappy ass music yupppp


COMMENTS

-



LORDMOGY
LORDMOGY
06:47 Mar 13 2014

It's complicated because you're a female. Females are complicated creatures by nature. It's in their DNA. Class dismissed. LOL!





 

laa laalala laalaaa,as you walk on by will you call my name,as i walk on by

03:09 Mar 12 2014
Times Read: 365


"The best kiss is the one that has been exchanged a 1000 times between the eyes befor it has reached the lips" that was a quote i read todsy that stuck in my head .I think it stuck in ny head because i think i feel like its ture. It reminds me of this part i read in The Historian (gooid book btw) i tryed to find the quote but i dont havr the book with me and it wasn't online but it talked about how in that moment he knew thst he had taken her as his wife in soul and some more deep stuff but not the kind of deep that its mushy (i dont like super lovey dovy shit) but its so well put that you can only imagen how he felt abd you knew exactly how deep his devotion was . It was a. Really good for a random pick if i do say so myself. I really enjoyed it the only think with buying books is i dont reread them so its siting on my book shelf:/, but yeah today was a pretty good day :)


COMMENTS

-



VvvVampireKisses
VvvVampireKisses
05:24 Mar 12 2014

I love that quote and yes the Historian was a very good book





 

02:57 Mar 11 2014
Times Read: 369


Do you think about me when you're all alone?

The things we used to do, we used to be

I could be the one to make you feel that way

I could be the one to set you free



Do you think about me when the crowd is gone?

It used to be so easy, you and me

I could be the one to make you feel that way

I could be the one to set you free



I could be the one to make you feel that way

I could be the one to set you free

I could be the one to make you feel that way

I could be the one to set you free



When you need a way to beat the pressure down

When you need to find a way to breathe

I could be the one to make you feel that way

I could be the one to set you free



If you never see me when the crowd is gone

It used to be so easy, can't you see?

I could be the one to make you feel that way

I could be the one to set you free



I could be the one to make you feel that way

I could be the one to set you free

I could be the one to make you feel that way

I could be the one to set you free

I could be the one to make you feel that way

I could be the one to set you free

I could be the one to make you feel that way

I could be the one to set you free


COMMENTS

-



 

Now put yo hands up!

02:12 Mar 10 2014
Times Read: 373


why is it every one wants to hang out at the same timeeeeeee freaking ah what is that aboutttt gezzeeee peopleeeeeee. Oh goodness the night i had was wonderful i kinda stayed up late but it was indeedly worth it althou when i woke up this morning my arms were mad sore from helping miss jai move yesterday but it was koo its kinda that nice sore from working out where your like mm my body did something predictive yey feeling you know?? oh gezz man that sucks, my room is clean my important laundry is done i got 75% of my interview sheet wrote out i still gota wright an essay take a test and do some english hw ehhhh funnnnnnnn fml man well i just did my English hw ill try to do that test tonight and ive got to pack my over night baggggg yey im excited to see my wifyyyyyyyyyy hmm i donno how i feel about wearing an actual nose ring like i normally wear a stud but my ring i think looks oddd


COMMENTS

-



 

07:22 Mar 09 2014
Times Read: 377


Coolest thing ive heard in a while so im talking to a friend from highschool and were tslking about each others personality. And i was like im still kool and hes like your mysterious thsts what makez you cool and i was like i dint think i am abd the he says "First time I saw you I thought u were mysterious I was wow who is that girl with the kitty bells wearing black on black lol u r cool :)" like thatz super nice and cool ,no one ever really tells their girst impressions but im glad that was his , despite our playfuly fake flirtatious friendship its an oddly really goid friendship like i donno how to describe it but i feel he appreciates our frienship more than i might. But i think its cause hes never had a female friend that he can trust and his girlfriend. Trust as well . Lol i guess my permanent nick name from him is kitty lol. Buy any who. Very happy yo have met some of the poeple ive met and made wonderful friendships with im very lucky to encounter such grand people:)


COMMENTS

-



 

Don't you ever wish you were something worth capturing???

03:08 Mar 09 2014
Times Read: 387


First thing! This series is grate



https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYNUX1nw4TsYdBkSGwClTAEs5do_j9DKc





^CHECK THAT SHIT OUTTTTTT^^^^^^^







and 2nd OOOO MYY GOSHHHH i am so soreeeeeee to day was a big ass sign that i need to start working out again lol but not for the looks but to regain strength cause this shit sure dont feel like it did when i was 12-16 , i helped my sisters friend move today and i had a blast and was productive a good work out and the boys that were helping were so funnyy ohh my gosh i forgot how kool decent boys are like it was grate and it totally confirmed that if i do ever bear a child i would really enjoy having a boy , id still love my kid if it was a girl im just really hoping to have a boy if i have to have any . and im not up for kids any time soon but i guess ive come to terms with that fact that im probably gonna have one some day . but until then im gonna go about getting life together and learning ,exploring and enjoying what i can. OHHHHH so i relized that when it come to preferences to fashion oh my gosh ive got some stripper tendencys lol i was looking at dresses online and the dress was labled as bodycon and to my self i was thinging " oh yeah im all about that bodycon life love that shitttt" lol and its true i do enjoy bodycon clothing all ways have and then i was looking at shoes and gosh the heals i like are so damn stripper ish like i just have a striperish sense of forbidden and i cant help it hahah iv got no regrets about it i still look modest but hot hahah well good at least. And i Found the perfect corset today for my unicorn get up for comicon this year im excited i dont cosplay or try to dress up as people because well there's not alot of colored characters out there so i just be myself amplified, comicon and Halloween are the days of the year where i can dress compleatly as i wish and not be looked upon or call unwanted attention,which i tend to do any way no matter how I dress but its oky i dont mind like its weird but as said in fallowing quote Im only human



"Come on you can look at me

I don't need to fit in

Stand up if you give a damn

It's the living season

Who and what you're looking for

Have you got a reason

You can if you wanna see

Touch I'm on only human

The same blood

The same cells

The same God

The same hell

The same life

The same love

Somebody, anybody

Everybody stand up.



Hey you!

We can turn it up" (hey you Tokyo Hotel) so i totally added more than i needed to but its a good song and please dont touch me lol



Mmmmmmm Muzic





Baby you should let me upgrade you ,What do you know about that purple label?



Im so very pleased with my sondcloud playlists,sound cloud over all is grate in my opinion.

Im in haven with my boyfriend my lucky boyfrienddd ( I enjoy Mariah Carey )

dang i wanna go outtttttttt but then again going out with my sister dancing with mis rhea is weair cause one thats my best friends mom and my sister sooo there like the grown ups in my life lol i hope miss rhea takes me home with her thou itd be grate to spend spring brake with my wifyyyy. ehhhhh what is this why dont i have any one to go out with tonightttt lamee lol its alright thou maybe next weekend haha. im not quite the partying type but i love dancing i dont really drink cause my body cant handle much any way and it dosent taste good and drugs just aint my thing im not about that life :p i also dont care to poising my body but to each their own some feels its worth it eh i gota clean my room tonight lol apparently my baked goods are sinfully good haha well im gonna through on a lavalava and get some shit doneee



COMMENTS

-



 

Don't you ever wish you were something worth capturing???

03:07 Mar 09 2014
Times Read: 390


First thing! This series is grate



https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYNUX1nw4TsYdBkSGwClTAEs5do_j9DKc





^CHECK THAT SHIT OUTTTTTT^^^^^^^







and 2nd OOOO MYY GOSHHHH i am so soreeeeeee to day was a big ass sign that i need to start working out again lol but not for the looks but to regain strength cause this shit sure dont feel like it did when i was 12-16 , i helped my sisters friend move today and i had a blast and was productive a good work out and the boys that were helping were so funnyy ohh my gosh i forgot how kool decent boys are like it was grate and it totally confirmed that if i do ever bear a child i would really enjoy having a boy , id still love my kid if it was a girl im just really hoping to have a boy if i have to have any . and im not up for kids any time soon but i guess ive come to terms with that fact that im probably gonna have one some day . but until then im gonna go about getting life together and learning ,exploring and enjoying what i can. OHHHHH so i relized that when it come to preferences to fashion oh my gosh ive got some stripper tendencys lol i was looking at dresses online and the dress was labled as bodycon and to my self i was thinging " oh yeah im all about that bodycon life love that shitttt" lol and its true i do enjoy bodycon clothing all ways have and then i was looking at shoes and gosh the heals i like are so damn stripper ish like i just have a striperish sense of forbidden and i cant help it hahah iv got no regrets about it i still look modest but hot hahah well good at least. And i Found the perfect corset today for my unicorn get up for comicon this year im excited i dont cosplay or try to dress up as people because well there's not alot of colored characters out there so i just be myself amplified, comicon and Halloween are the days of the year where i can dress compleatly as i wish and not be looked upon or call unwanted attention,which i tend to do any way no matter how I dress but its oky i dont mind like its weird but as said in fallowing quote Im only human



"Come on you can look at me

I don't need to fit in

Stand up if you give a damn

It's the living season

Who and what you're looking for

Have you got a reason

You can if you wanna see

Touch I'm on only human

The same blood

The same cells

The same God

The same hell

The same life

The same love

Somebody, anybody

Everybody stand up.



Hey you!

We can turn it up" (hey you Tokyo Hotel) so i totally added more than i needed to but its a good song and please dont touch me lol



Mmmmmmm Muziccccc


COMMENTS

-



 

02:06 Mar 08 2014
Times Read: 394


Google plus is pretty interesting at times i must say but its only cause of the ppl i fallow and who fallow back. But oh my goodness i enjoy their humour. Any way sorry i was enjoying that so today was alright work was bust af then slowww got off half an hour early was koo i dont have anything interesting. To say ooooo my wife has the same spring brake as me soooo happy i missed her so muchhh we needs to catch up on stuff its crazy how much you can feel for one person i met this girl five years ago and weve been hard core best friends ever since and im pretty sure shes gonna be my best friend for the rest of my life and ive never been so proud of any one nor cared as o much id pull some nazi type shit for this girl . And i hate saying that losing her would probably crush me and scar me for life but its so very true iv NEVER been so close to some one that was not blood and undertands me and shared the moments in life that we have like im ao fucking lucky to have uch a genuine best friend its grate:) but scarry to


COMMENTS

-



 

02:41 Mar 05 2014
Times Read: 403


Apparently i just seem friendly as fuck to strangers lol(well i am Actually friendly as fuck bust still). Today was a koo day after class i was waiting for the bus listening to music then this guy starts talking to me and i dont even look cute or anything that would prevoke anyone to go outa there way to talk to but dude did and was talking about how much i must love music because he saw me last Tuesday and i was listeni.g to music the whole bus ride (cause thats what i do unless i say hello to the bus driver and good bye and thank you to the bus driver) and then he starts sayinh how i must listen to 20songs and going in to the mathematics of how many songs i could listen too in The time it takes me to get home. Lol but he sat next to me on the bus and told me about him self what hes going to school for being 23 and work and stuff light conversion but slightly awkward. But a change in pace of the day i didnt mind,thats what i enjoy about riding the bus i like encounting random people that normally tend to be plesant but it also has its potential dangers i suppose just as anything it life . Man im ready for spring brakeee. Eh why do i still have a bra on what is thisss? I decited ima. Get my belly buttion re pierced when i get payed :) evey time i look at my tummy i always feel like somthing is missing ya know. Eh im sleepyyyyy but i cant go to bed till at least 9 . And i kinda get to sleep in ish .tata for now :)


COMMENTS

-



LORDMOGY
LORDMOGY
05:02 Mar 05 2014

Burn the bras! Haha





 

MAD BAKING SKILLS!

01:44 Mar 04 2014
Times Read: 412


So i just got done making these tasty fucking cream cheese thingys sooooo good (took me forever because of distractions ahahah i cant bake under such conditions.well i can ) .Also did my nails and they look grate as well=//.^= today was a pretty good day kicked ass on my test my teacher didn't have a stick up her butt so we got no hw and our report that was gonna be due the week we get back from spring brake got pushed back a week :D gota love college. tomorrow ive got English 101 then work yey then i get payed wednesdayyyyy! ima go see a fucking scary movie ! eh i wanna go out to a club so baddddd and just danceeeeeeeeeee =//.T= I just want to go out dancing with my girlfriends (dudes rubbin up on you just aint cool I much prefer to dance like a lesbian with my hot ass bitches) any wayyyy ohhhhh so i saw this dude on the bus coming home from school today and i dont usually see him but he is the kinda strange dude i see on Thursdays morning on my way to school and he makes awkward eye contact with me often but idc but today when i sat kinda close to him like 3 rows away but opposite of him he looked at me a few times i smiled to be plight but he seemed like he just wanted to get the fuck away from me. And near the end of the bus ride (like one stop away from my stop) he like rushed up to the front and stood up there looking back ,it was odd like damn dude what did i do to you??? nothing lol man i keep siting weird and its making my muscles feel weird like uncomfortable my nails look grate and my family loves the thingys I made I'm happy =//.^= man i gota dress normal tomorrow ewyyyyyyyy eh but Thursday i can dress as cute as i want! yeah boiiiiiiiii,


COMMENTS

-



LORDMOGY
LORDMOGY
06:37 Mar 04 2014

Really Wow! ^_^





 

05:32 Mar 03 2014
Times Read: 423


Soo today i learn thst i kinda work with a few ass holes but i learned that that jesse dude is definitely good people. So were koo and i dont carr much for the morning crew ppl i like the night shift people wayy better because i fit more with them . And i had a pretty good weekend it was pouring all day Saturday. So we went mudding and almost got stuck but thank god for andys big ass truck ,its so fun i like two type of vehicles. One big ass trucks, and fast ass cars with a beautiful sound system nice. With a beast sounding engine and exhaust. See what having car guy friends dose im such a car snob lol not completely but any way then we drover around for a long time and listened to Saturday mix (things i live for!) And ended the night as most Saturday night end meeting up and standing out in the cold having long random deep conversations and this irish dude whos andys ftiend is a body builder and weve met enough times that we talk comfortablely and like his shirts dont fit normal cause his biceps are to big for the sleave wholes lol and its kinda funny but hes not grossly muscular just pretty decent like you dont wanna fuck with him but hes so friendky that you might make the mistake if doing so . But ya what els oh have you ever relized you like barlly know some one that you kinda close with ? I have that issue atm its odd,OMG. Auto correct is gonna be the death of me ....best way to ruin a serious or intimate conversation man the struggle is real lol. Well i think that sums up my thoughts for the night ,bye =//.^=


COMMENTS

-



LORDMOGY
LORDMOGY
06:35 Mar 04 2014

Wow!





 

baby all i want is you tonight

03:50 Mar 01 2014
Times Read: 354


Oh hey,so i got a job! Lol its pretty cool and the people are kool theres a boy named Jesse who works the shifts that i typically work but gets off an hour later and starts later but all the trainers tease him about not smiling cause he always looks kinda depressed but hes not and hes super plesant but super like shy and quiet but we talk cause he works lobby why this is relative its not hes just someone iv befriended along with two chill highschool gals who work the night shift and they're prettu fun but i mostly work mornings and iv made friends with some of the hotline boys and then allery works with me lol we worked out in highschool togeather so he makes faces at me while im chashiering its funny.any way bottem line i like work its fun.eh i was hping to go out tonight abd do something fun but nothing is going onnnnnnnnn And i look cute and wanna go outtt what is thissssssss People! !???? Its lame is what it isssss, Any way i hope to go to the car show tomorrow night. Since imissed out last weekenddd. Ok you ever have something good but its so good that it seems too good to be true and wonder like whats the catch or like outa all the pople to.be with you chose me ,i dont understand lol and then i dont wanna ask and scare him away Lol so im talking to my friend. And hes like "so tell me....... are you wearing glitter right now?" Just the way it sounded like it was a dirty question" so tell me...are you wearing panties right now?" Lol that kinda tone Was grate .Mmm i love musiccccc like even the music i liked when i was 13is still grate to me hmm i think i wanna call my best Friend i miss her,oh snap kinda awk


COMMENTS

-






COMPANY
REQUEST HELP
CONTACT US
SITEMAP
REPORT A BUG
UPDATES
LEGAL
TERMS OF SERVICE
PRIVACY POLICY
DMCA POLICY
REAL VAMPIRES LOVE VAMPIRE RAVE
© 2004 - 2024 Vampire Rave
All Rights Reserved.
Vampire Rave is a member of 
Page generated in 0.0698 seconds.
X
Username:

Password:
I agree to Vampire Rave's Privacy Policy.
I agree to Vampire Rave's Terms of Service.
I agree to Vampire Rave's DMCA Policy.
I agree to Vampire Rave's use of Cookies.
•  SIGN UP •  GET PASSWORD •  GET USERNAME  •
X