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Just Turn the Page..
22:21 Jul 23 2011
Times Read: 544
All the thoughts inside seem to come to the top.
I keep my head down so you can't see the tears.
I show you smiles and the hope that I hold deep.
My feelings are something that I rarely show.
Now I just can't help and try to let them be known.
The pain I feel seems to disappear at times.
I keep my happiness deep down inside.
I don't want to become broken again.
I don't want to feel as though my life is fading.
I believe in miracles and dreams.
It's just the place in your mind where nothing exists other then the truth that keeps you happy.
One day I will leave this cage, I just know it.
Once that day comes I know I will be happier then I am now, I may not ever be fully happy.
The way I look at it now, is the fact that if I have some happiness other then what I should have now then I am grateful.
It may take a while to fix the darkness inside me.
But at the moment I just want people to let it be.
It makes me feel safe in a world that makes me so alone.
My happiness is deep down like I said, but if I try hard enough I think I'll be able to sing without feeling that fear again.
I can feel my heart beat strong inside my chest.
Please if you do anything just wish me the best.
Torture within the soul
14:01 Jul 23 2011
Times Read: 551
The light inside is barely visible anymore.
Consumed by darkness and hatred.
How much longer can I exist?
Feeling so broken and beating down.
The heart bleeds into the screams of agony.
The body twists and turns and breaks under the skin.
Consuming everything within the mind.
The fear that trembles through the passing days.
The night is the only thing that keeps me alive.
The rush of the moon is what makes me feel.
Twisting and turning in these dreams.
More like nightmares invading my privacy.
I slip into a deep sleep, only to be awakened by shattered screams throughout the days.
I wonder how long I will be able to take this, how long will I stay forever in this cage?
Battered and torn, useless and alone.
The soul shows no sign of becoming whole again.
Too many times has it been crushed in.
The thought of happiness lays on the tip of a knife.
One step in the wrong direction and I am gone.
Too many struggles throughout the day to keep me.
But in the end my sanity realize on the night.
The only quiet I ever feel inside is mimicked by her.
The rush of the wind through my hair.
The sweet smell of the misty fog in the air.
My true home is all I have ever known.
Within the shadows of the night I will stay.
Under the only light from the moon I pray.
I FOUND AN OREO!!
04:50 Jul 12 2011
Times Read: 563
Listening and waiting
Wondering where life will take us.
Sometimes the best thing to do is to sit back and enjoy the ride. Most of the things that happen in life are unexplained and never really work out the way you plan. You find life and death are one and the same. Though the thought of losing a loved one may hurt you in the beginning. If you really think about it it's not like they are in pain right now while they are gone, they are simple in a different place. Life seems to turn its back on you but if you try hard enough you'll be come it's friend. Just listen to the words on the wind and you shall learn how wisdom makes the world an easier place. The light is bright but if you look around it is always filled with darkness, but once you are surrounded in darkness you will always see the light. sometimes in life you never really think about what is going to happen next or that you can never get hurt until that day when the darkness takes over and you realize life isn't as great as you thought it was.
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