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(666 words including title) The Chronicles of November 9th 2016

01:50 Nov 10 2016
Times Read: 326


6:00

Time to wake up

Time to shake up

Your life



Check phone…

I’m not alone.

Trump for president?!



First day at school after a trip

I better slip

Into class



Art and clay

Start of the day

I guess



I swirl the ropes

Of my clayish hopes

Who knows?



Speaking of

The republican gov’

All class



I’m sick of it

I want to quit

Finally



I pack it up

And say whassup

To my next class



I see my friend!

I’ll love her till the end

I hope



Habla espanol?

what-a-what-ol?

I guess I know



Go through class

Sittin on my ass

Speakin Spanish





What is next?

But a physics test

I knew a little i guess



After a bit,

I finish it

And turn in my work



Go to lunch

I have a hunch

That things may not be as clear



Boy-friend

Is this the end?

You say you want to protect



You say that there is hate

You say families hating the other is not good on either of us or our relationship

I agree, but don’t know why you are telling me this

Apparent—



Friend ! Hugs I cant believe!

I like the galaxy on your sleeve

Bye you say



-Where were we?

Back to apparently?

Apparently they drag me into everything and you are afraid I will get hurt from them?

There is no reason for me to be hurt from them, I have never seen them…

Anyways, got to go to class



(What does it mean?)



Back to class I guess…

Work day in class no less…

(Across from two who know…)



They try to cheer

I know I am here

(I don’t know anything)



Happier now, bless

I am no longer in distress

(not long now, I suspect)



The bell rings

And brings

Me to my friend



I am invited!

To be united!

At a party on Friday!



Final class…

But I am just a lass

With too many feelings I suspect



I want to talk after class

He says no, I’ll pass

I get upset and leave for a while



When I return

The bell takes its turn

And rings marking the end of the day



(here we go)



He stays for a while

With me in denial

That’s how it is meant to be I guess



He talks more about what is wrong

Not actually taking the plunge into what he is thinking

Saying that breaking up will protect me…

To promise not to go away for ever

Calling himself a dick, a douche

(only later do I realize that he is)

He tells me I’m sweet…

He calls me gorgeous

I feel he wishes the best for me

This is us breaking up

This is us not dating anymore



We depart

This is the part…

Where I have not had my heart fully broken



This is the part

With me and my loving heart

Drive away in our car



The worst part is

Is remembering the fizz

In my heart





I had my first kiss

On a wheel of Ferris

With him



(But wait there is more!)



Its later now

And feelings are brow

High



I text my friend

(It’s close to the end)

(Though you know that by now)



My friend is great

I thought I would never hate

The people I hate now



I told my friend the story

Now she knows of my memento mori

(she already knew…)



What she knew was a different tale

A tale that lead me to hate

A tale of betrayal

A searing dagger in my heart

And this time not placed with the hands of Ethel

The heart breaking that I knew existed

THAT GIRL

THAT BOY

Who do you think you are?

I realize now that neither of you care

Neither of you ever cared

Or will ever care

You thieves

You mongrels

You dirty bastards



(but yet another day will come)

(Fuck me)

Why did a fairy tale end this way?

(betrayal is a fucking bitch)

Good riddance.


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