I am the girl you'll learn to hate sooner or later. The girl that fears going home because she knows she going to get treated like shit. The one that gets in fights because people think its funny to pick on the sad girl. The girl that hates her life and wants to die. The girl that dated that one guy who ripped her heart out like it was no big deal....
I am Angelika (if you would like to know my real name just message me and I will tell you if I feel as though I can trust you) and I'm 17 (as of October 23, 2009). I'm only 5'1" tall and weigh about 95lbs I love to sing and write. I am lead vocals in a local band here in Nebraska (and yes the weather here is extremely bipolar here). I've lived here my whole life but I still can't get over the extreme changes from day to the next. I had some problems with self-mutilation for about 7 years but I recently found my way out of that state of mind. I realized that death is not the only solution to my problems and there are better (less destructive) alternatives to getting through things. I do smoke (I don't smoke cigarettes though {fucking cancer sticks!!!} ). I am trying my best to quit! I'm currently learning to play bass guitar. My mothers boyfriend is teaching me and I'm not the best but I'm improving at a very rapid pace.
I LOVE neon colours but HATE the colours white and yellow. Some people call me a little emo kid but I'm not really any (stereotype). I am just ME! And my rule on this is if you don't like who I am you can fuck off because I'm not going to change myself to please anyone.
I'm not really sure what else to put in here so I guess if you want to know something specific about me just message me and I'll let you know....
I also love my amazing boyfriend very much (Slipknot13). He's my everything. He's drop dead fucking sexy! And is in two bands at the moment (lead vocals for one and rhythm guitar for the other)...So don't bother trying to hit on me guys, because i wouldn't leave him for anything or anyone. And girls don't even bother trying to hit on him, he's fucking taken!!! Don't like it that's just tough shit!
MY PROTECTORS:

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This is Bunny.
Put him on
your Vampire
Rave Page
and help him
on his way to
world domination.
(I PUT THIS UP FOR MY VERY GOOD FRIEND ADAM)
JUGGALOS & JUGGALETTES REPOST THIS!
NORMAL FRIENDS: Never ask for Faygo
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no Faygo
NORMAL FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM
NORMAL FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"
NORMAL FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Cry with you
NORMAL FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days, then give it back
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours
NORMAL FRIENDS: Know a few things about you
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
NORMAL FRIENDS: Ask what a Faygo Shower is
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Say "What time, Where? I'm fuckin' amped now!!!"
NORMAL FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you
NORMAL FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'm here Bitch! Wheres the Faygo????!!!"
NORMAL FRIENDS: Are for awhile
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Are for life
NORMAL FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling
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