EthanolEmillee's Profile at Vampire Rave.

Potential Future Member of The Coven of Complicit Dualities.
I shall not let you steal me!!

Music I Like: Mindless Self Indulgence, Marilyn Manson, Otep, The Dresden Dolls, Lordi, Chevelle, Escape the Fate, Rob Thomas, Shiny Toy Guns, Fall Out Boy, Flobots, The Killers, The Juliana Theory, Brad Sucks, Dashboard Confessional, Dr. Steel, classical & oldies

Movies I Like: The Prestige, The Illusionist, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Pirates of the Caribbean Trilogy, Entrapment

Authors & Books I Like: Dean Koontz, Stephen King, Nicholas Sparks, Shel Silverstein, Edgar Allen Poe, Cut by Patricia McCormick, Indigo by Alice Hoffman, A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess

Book(s) I'm Currently Reading: Chicken Soup for the Soul: Count your Blessings
The Kite Runner (for school)

I am a girl who was born in June. I like to wear too much eyeliner (but I can't anymore cuz my I'm allergic!!) and I've been hurt a lot before. I fall in love too quickly and I get hurt easily. I want everybody to like me but that doesn't always happen. I have a cat who's a better boyfriend to me than any of my real boyfriends have ever been. I'm messy and disorganized and I have a giant sweet tooth.

I love robots and cute things make me squeal. I like to write poetry, but only when I'm sad and depressed. Sometimes I think I'm going crazy because my world is so much different from others. Music is my life but its not completely by choice (dance is becoming my life instead :P). I collect clocks (and Bones!!) and save random things I find on the floor. I have an obsessive personality and I like to learn. I enjoy sleeping (but I don't sleep as much as I used too).

Online comics are my addiction.

Religion: Well....I am pagan, and I'm trying to follow the druid path. Its hard though because my mom is a pretty strict christian and southern baptist. I place a heavy emphasis on nature reverence and positivity. The closest things I have to gods are Father Sun and Mother Earth. I believe in the Law of Attraction and seek to implement it in my everyday life. I also read playing cards and tarot cards. I don't think the afterlife is as important as this life. We should seek to be our best while living instead of worrying or trying to "prepare" a place in the afterlife. I believe in a sort of higher consciousness that people can obtain. I believe in the multiple universe theory, which reconciles the "conflict" between science and religion/magic.

Another thing....while I am interested in the occult there are 2 things that I ABSOLUTELY WILL NOT mess with. They are spells and black magic, for I truly believe you can open up something evil with those. I don't mess with spells because I believe the spoken word is very powerful in the conjuring of non-human entities. And black magic is self explanatory. I will not risk my safety and well being in order to dabble in a world humans know little about!!

***If you are going to bitch about people using bad grammar and spelling things incorrectly, please make sure your profile has correct grammar and spelling. I am so tired of looking at profiles on here that spell things wrong and use bad grammar all the while claiming that it is one of their pet peeves!!***

Loving can cost a lot but not loving always costs more, and those who fear to love often find that want of love is an emptiness that robs the joy from life. ~ Merle Shan

"Your attitude, not your aptitude, determines your altitude." ~Zig Ziglar

If you truly wish to know me however, you must know my darker side. As to every day there is a night; and so, to me, there is a darker, deviant side which thrives in the darkest recesses of my mind. This side of me loves blood, loves pain. I am a glutton for self-punishment, a manipulator, a sadist and masochist, one who thrives on the edge of society.

I find the following images express that side of me quite well. I derive pleasure from these pictures, they make my mouth water with anticipation. I am sure others here, if they are truthful in their biographies, will enjoy these as much as I do myself, if not more.

(And while those little paragraphs are true, I am much less influenced by this "darker" side than in the past. I have been working hard on changing my life and my attitude. Oh, I still love pain ;) but I'm so much a sadist and manipulator anymore (at least I try not to be. :D )

"Mutilation is the most sincere form of flattery"
~Marilyn Manson~

yay. my first protection stamp thingy ^_^

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