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Quote: I'd like to love you but my heart is a saw.
xYou'll drop dead before you see me on my knees.x
Before you read on, I should inform you that if you like my profile, don't just rate and move onto the next one, add me! I'm friendly as long as you are. Portfolio and Journal ratings/comments are also greatly appreciated and I WILL return the favor!
Another thing before I start. This is my domain. Badmouth me or send me messages or anything of the sort for no reason just because I'm different to you or you don't like something I say or do then I WILL be VERY pissed off. If you have nothing good to say don't say it, don't like me, don't contact me. SIMPLE. Respect and I'll respect you back. That sound fair?
I am Luke. Otherwise known as Dekaéxi, meaning 16 in Greek. The number 16 has been significant to me since the early stages of my childhood. I see it everywhere. I will see the number written down at significant moments. It has involved itself in most aspects of my life.
I enjoy reading and writing literature. I take an interest in every form of the arts. I am a vocalist. I sing about my beliefs and thoughts, everything I write and sing has meaning to it, whether it be personal meaning or anything else.
I'm an introverted person and don't tell anyone much about myself. Mainly because there isn't anyone I can relate to enough to tell things.
I'm strongly opinionated and am open to discussion on any topic.
I'm a sadist. Sometimes I'm a sadomasochist, depending on the situation.
| What Power Do You Posses? |
You are an Empath
An empath is someone who has the power to feel and manipulate the emotions of others. Empaths often have mood-swings, or are sometimes classified as bi-polar, but it's simply the emotions of others around you.
You are often one that people turn to for guidance, for your uncanny ability to make people feel better, to reduce their anger or depression.
The bad side is that you tend to often feel other's emotions and confuse them as your own, and act upon them accordingly, confusing and possibly scaring or angering others. |
How do you compare?
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~Protectors~
BlackRaven. Add her, she's fucking awsome as you're gonna get. Hurt her, I'll hurt you.
I suppose that's a pretty ideal reason to move on and talk about friends. I have very few people I would consider real friends. Most people I talk to I merely consider acquaintances. This is mainly because I find it very difficult to relate to people and I'm extremely hard to understand, I struggle myself sometimes. It's also because I have trust issues. A long time ago I used to let people hurt me. A long time ago I saw some people close to me do some things that led to me being the person I am today. Introverted, unsociable and with an extreme dislike to being touched by people I'm not completely close to. I enjoy finding new people and eventually being close to them, but if this is your desire, please don't expect it to be sudden. Give me time. But if I do not wish to be close to you, I won't be. It's just the way I am. I guess in the end it comes down to how much you want to be close to me.
~Things I like~
My Leather Jacket. (My favorite material possession)
Music (See below)
Film, favorites:
Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber Of Fleet Street
The Underworld Trilogy
The Grudge
Interview with the Vampire
Van Helsing
The Godfather series
Sleepy Hollow
The Nightmare Before Christmas
Corpse Bride
Making and performing music (Vocals) some guitar.
Mythology.
Physics.
Reading.
Writing.
Space.
The elements.
Nature.
Losing myself in my own mind.
Anime.
And lots of other things, just ask (: .
As well as these things, I have a massive obsession with blood. It's beautiful. Everything about it. The way it runs through a person constantly and without it one cannot survive. The way the sight of it is so alluring. I've always been this way, I cannot explain it.
I hate the Sun. It burns me and hurts my eyes and makes me want to hide. But it's fascinating. Did you know the Sun has been giving out heat and light energy every second for the last billion years or so?
~Music~
Music plays a big role in my life. Not only do I create my own music with my band, I study lyrics and find deeper meaning in every lyric I hear. I believe words are a lot more powerful than people think. I use my vocals to talk about my opinions, my lifestyle, my emotions, everything. But I don't just come out and say it like it is. I transform my feelings and views into art, poetry. Sometimes even riddles. So by using words, I have created a portal into my head. One who can figure out the words I sing can figure out things about me. But it's not that simple. Because it's made in a way that only makes sense to me. Words are beautiful. One who knows how to use them is one with wisdom.
If I went through all the bands I listened to it would take up several pages, so heres my favorite for each letter:
AFI
Billy Talent
Combichrist
Deftones
Evanescence
Flyleaf
God Forbid
Hollywood Undead
In Fear And Faith
Job For A Cowboy
Korn
Lacuna Coil
Marilyn Manson
Nine Inch Nails
Opeth
Placebo
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Slipknot
Trivium
The Used
Venom
War From a Harlots Mouth
Xzibit (there arent many beginning with X so yes I will resort to rap)
Yade
Zebrahead(meh, only one with Z)
| Which KoRn song are you? |
FALLING AWAY FROM ME
The film clip shows a child being metally and physically betten by her father...so what this song represents is adolensence and there anger!! Rock On!!! Deep down, you feel hurt and betrayed...doesnt have to be your dad or mum, but maybe a close loved one, a friend or close relative. You feel like screaming out..one day you will. This is a fantastic song. Congrats!!! |
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These are just the favorites. If you looked at everything else I listen to you would see that I listen to anything from rock to dubstep to metal to violin to classical to screamo to industrial..yeah you get the idea.
Knowledge is powerful.
Determination is powerful.
But knowledge and determination together, they're unbeatable. xX
My bitch thing:
~My aspirations~
I have been at a loss as to what path my future will take for a while now, but recently have come to terms with it a bit more career wise. I was thinking about going into journalism, but eventually decided against it. I want to do something creative without a doubt. I've come to the idea of being a film director, acting in my own films as well. This way I can bring aspects of myself into my work and have fun doing it too.
Where do I want to be in myself in the future? I suppose time will tell. If I spoke of what I was aiming to achieve in this field I would be stupid. If I'm close to you I might tell you small details.
In the closer regions of the future, I am creating a lot of written, painted, drawn and photographed artwork. I will probably be uploading a lot of it to here, so if you're interested keep a lookout. :)
~My beliefs~
If I'm honest, I have almost no idea what to believe. I've found myself drifting out of various religions, including LaVeyan and traditional Satanism, Wicca and Pagan. I'm not sure what I believe about the afterlife. I'd like to believe in some form of afterlife but sometimes I find my intelligence denying me this. I do think however that as I grow as a person, I will grow into my beliefs.
If you've taken the time to read all of this then I'm guessing you are at least vaguely interested in what I have to say. So I'd appreciate it if you would comment and rate my journal and/or portfolio. Thanks. Message me add me bite me whatever, I'll usually respond.
Swiftly onward. All I seem to be talking about is myself, shit, I need to sort out my self obsession.
I should give my views on conforming.. CONFORMING IS FUCKING SHIT. Why would a person become conservative just to get along with the crowds. Why would a person become like others just to win their favor or gain something from them. In this case biting the hand that feeds is completely necessary, as anything gained from such a shallow person is not worth earning.
So why am I on this website in short?
I want to find anyone that can be anything from a friend to a guide to and equal or all of those things, or something else. There is no particular reason for it, I just feel it will definitely be beneficial somehow.
Let's get going with the rational shit. I won't fuck around with you if all you want is drama, I'll just tell you to fuck off and if you bother me again without apologizing or whatever then I'm going to be pissed off. And I Assure you, you DO NOT want that. I don't do emokids, I don't do fakes, I don't do wannabee vampires. I do the real shit. Wether I am a vampire or lycan or wether I'm not, I still only want to talk to you if you're genuine in what you are. Human, Vampire, Lycan, anything.
So it seems to me that we can all do what we will, PAHAHA as if. Even if we could, what would we do but proceed through pointless lives in content bewilderment. For those that see this, I applaud and respect you. For those that try and do something about it, I wish to know you. I am one of these people. But wisdom doesn't half get lonely sometimes. I kid I kid, I just wanna meet some interesting people, seeing as there aren't very many. Like what you've read? Message me. Stalk me. Add me. Whatever, just let me know so I can return the favor and talk to you. xxX
Aren't they BEAUTIFUL? xxxX
| Member Since: | Apr 08, 2010 |
| Last Login: | Sep 29, 2010 |
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