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The year has come

And gone again

Leaving and taking

Yet another friend



I wish that time

Would just stand still

And leave us alone

With everyone.

i've cried every night

for the past 13 years.

yet every passing day

the tears are getting larger.

they used to be small tears

the size of a small nail.

but now they're the size

of my thumb.

running down my face

like a river to the sea.

soon my eyes will flood

and there'll be no more of me.

i'm awaiting the day that

happens to me,

but for now i'll cry

and wish i was dead.

the one i love has left me

i tried to make it last

but it turns out the same everytime.

all the while i've cried inside

and all the time i'm dying inside.

i've given up on everything.

i just wish i could die

and never cry again.

but i won't be able to do that

because i have to stay here and cry.

so i'll wait till the time

i finally die and never have

to cry again.

I’ve tried to go on

Yet I’m stuck in this place.

It’s nothing more

Than one dark mess.

Every light I’ve tried to find

Always goes out just before I’m found.

Some have tried to find me

But in the darkness I’m at home.

I’ve been that way for a long, long time.

With every passing year

I die a little inside.

I just wish someone up there would find me

Before I’m lost to the darkness forever.

Yet I know it’ll never happen

Because My love for people,

IS ALREADY DEAD!

All this time I’ve tried to try

Never yet getting there.

Along the way I’ve died

Cried, lied and despised.



Death is such a fun place

You’re neither warm nor cold.

Just fine and never bothered.



Lying gets you no where fast.

You either fit in or you don’t

So just give up the fight.



Despising is an easy thing

You find someone and you just hate them.

I’ve got practice at that.



Crying is always easy to do.

All you have to do is remember a lost love

And the tears start to flow.



And in the end of all of this

It all ends in some form of pain.

Either mental or physical,

IT”S ALWAYS THERE!

My life’s messed up

And no one knows

The misery behind my woes.

They try to see

But no one finds

The reason why

My eyes aren’t dry.

I try to forget

But they come back,

The voices of the

Disserted past.

They nag at me

And never leave

Torment and drive me to insanity.

The only way they’ll go away

Is if I go with them someday.