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I Apologies For The Delay But This Past Few Months Have Been Very Hectic But now I Have Time To Describe Myself Better Yet My Life. My Name You Cannot Know I Never Tell For One Reason Trust, No One Can Be Trusted Because They Take What They Want And Then Banish Withought A Trace. I Am A Musician I Love All Kinds Of Music But I Enjoy Palying Metal Better Than All I Also Write Poetry And Music. I Spend Most Of My Time Alone For I Have Grown accustom To It. I Also Have To Sides Of Me Careful I Advise For I Can Change Rapidly Withought Hesitation. My Is Simple Yet Very Complicated All I Can Say Is That When You Are In The Hospital You Learn Who Are Youre True Friends And Apperently I Have Any. Last Year I Was Diagnosed With A.L.L. A Blood Cancer I Nearly Died But Those Who Say That They Love Didnt Allow, It I Hate Them For It. Other Than Well I Try Not To be Another Statistic But Theres Alway Someone Comparing You To Everyone Else. I Am A Firm Believer In What I Choose to Believe I Am A Satanist And Dont Give The "He Was An Angel Of God Casted From Heaven" Story I Heard Them All And Ive Been Like This For A While And i Dont Plan To Change Any Time Soon. Other Things You Should Know I Never Had A Mother Or Father They Gave Me away To My Grandparents Im Not Bitching ut Thsoe Around Me Reminded Me And Still Do That Im Worthless And That Thats The Reason They Left Me. All My Life Ive Been Driven By Hatred Ive Nown Nothing better than That As I Grew Up all Those around Me Did The Same And Always Felt Like An Outcast and Never Really Belonged Anywhere So I Distanced Myself From All And Everyone Not For Fear But No One Wanted Me Around So What Was The Point And I Became Anti-Social I Know No Love Only Hate And Slowly My Path To hell I Have Paved. ANyhting Else You Want To Know Just Ask Me And I Will Tell The Nickname Is There And I Rather Show Than Tell. Judge Me As You will And Condem Me To the Abyss For I Will Alway Remain Like This.



But Another Thing I Can Add That Is That Im Not Insane Just Different Even though locked in an asylum for 2 months makes me no different from you or anyone LOL but seriously i was in an institution because i tried to kill myself many times and was on medication for a while but i found out i do better with thought it the voices inside are oh so soothing they help me escape my sad truth but they still remind me not to be feable to continue in me there 5 people all well known and acounted for but i choose to be only one......
ALSO: LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR BULLSHIT I TAKE WHAT I WANT, WHEN I WANT, WHENEVER I WANT



I NUMB MY BODY AND FADE WITH THE MIST
I SLOWLY SLIP AND FADE
NOW THE PAST WAS WHAT I MADE
I WIPE THE NECTAR FROM MY LIPS AND DONT LOOK BACK
NOW I SEEK FOR MY NEXT ATTACK


DROWN IN MY EYES AND LOOSE YOURSELF IN DARKNESS THE FARTHER YOU ARE THE CLOSER I GET, THE CLOSER YOU GET THE FARTHER YOU ARE, I AM NOTHING AND EVERYTHING