Hello, I'm just a normal human being, interested and willing
Dreams of encounters with female vampires drove me here
Full of curiousity and a lot of questions in my mind
Able to give myself for it, unsure if I'm ready to die yet. But that doesn't have to be the case, not yet. The end of my era is as far away as the higher beings in food chain or my fate decide over my head.
"Trapped in a hole of darkness, my soul cries out for release. Sleep returns again and again, awake and yet tired. Until someone gives me the deepest sleep in exchange for blood, because for a mortal it will happen at some point anyway. So why not receive the redeeming bite that my throat cries out for, that my heart beats for, that my soul dreams of?" ~ written by myself
You may eat me, but don't turn me. I would rather die than become something other myself.
I'm definitely not a bad personality and not necessarily suicidal, just a little crazy and daredevil. Always looking to take exciting experiences with me from life, even into death.
If you ever have the luck that I let you get closer to me, don't force yourself not to bite me. Maybe I want to know what it feels like...
I am a very multidimensional & open minded person, always looking to try something new. Try to enjoy life as best as possible. I love traveling and hope to visit many more places in the world. Even though I'm a lonely soul and rather introverted, sometimes that changes, I still think it's great to meet new people. You have to deal with the fact that I rarely adapt and like to swim against the current, rebel against something if it contradicts my attitude. If I had lived the same way as a german during the Holocaust, I would have ended up on a special train to Auschwitz, but certainly not without resistance.
My life experiences have shaped me to avoid negative people who bring me down and those for whom you are only good when they need something, those who drag you down with their mood and those who laugh in your face with a knife behind their back. And the chatterboxes who talk their way into the foreground without there being anything behind it. Over time I started to hold my middle finger way up, especially if no is not accepted. Well, that's why I hardly have any friends anymore.
When it comes to friendship or more, one direction usually excludes the other as soon as feelings arise or I have no interest in one direction at all. In this way and vice versa, paths where we never come together often part ways forever. Especially if you play with face down cards, you shouldn't be surprised if a misunderstanding arises or I get lost to you. I don't like drama or hate in such matters at all!
You have to know that I am (sometimes too) honest and direct and often don't mince words. I am a calm, peaceful but also chaotic soul with whom you can have deep conversations, talk about a lot and laugh about a lot. I like anyone who makes me laugh, I like to laugh and have a deep sense of humor, because humor is when you laugh anyway. Laughter is balm for the soul, just like music. Unlike the majority here, I don't like heavy metal at all. When it comes to rock, I only like Rammstein. At the moment I almost only listen to reggae, hip hop too, but less than before and very rarely other things like electro or techno, but that has changed with age. Nevertheless, I listen to very different things from different genres. I find something I like in everything. I also love going to the cinema. I love films, especially horror, action and thrillers. I often look for and love the thrill of things like violent rollercoasters or looking down abysses, adventures and memorable experiences. Otherwise I'm rather tired and a place to relax.
It's nice if I'm added to your friends list, but without ever having exchanged a sentence with each other!? I don't add or add back anyone without prior communication!
Feel free to write to me if you want to get to know me, I like to chat. Apart from small talk or nonsense, I will definitely answer.
My first name begins with the eighteenth letter of the alphabet. Start with that, but you can ask me for the remaining letters if you want to write my name on your list. My height is a few crushed more than 5'10" and I have dark blonde hair, grey-blue eyes and my weight always fluctuates between 68 and 75 kg. I am neither pierced nor tattooed. Lately I've been growing a long goatee. My shoe size is 12, so combined with my long legs, you won't catch me so easily.
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