AbsintheandBlood's Profile at Vampire Rave.

LadyBloodMoon is my guardian , protector , friend and family , She means a lot to me .
She has always stood by me , never has she blinded me or kicked me from her coven for my mistakes . She always listens , understands and has never forsaken me no matter what . She has always seen the best in me .
I'm more than marks and coven points to her , for that I owe her my respect honor and loyalty

“After the first glass of absinthe you see things as you wish they were. After the second you see them as they are not. Finally you see things as they really are, and that is the most horrible thing in the world.

I mean disassociated. Take a top hat. You think you see it as it really is. But you don’t because you associate it with other things and ideas.If you had never heard of one before, and suddenly saw it alone, you’d be frightened, or you’d laugh. That is the effect absinthe has, and that is why it drives men mad.

Three nights I sat up all night drinking absinthe, and thinking that I was singularly clear-headed and sane. The waiter came in and began watering the sawdust.The most wonderful flowers, tulips, lilies and roses, sprang up, and made a garden in the cafe. “Don’t you see them?” I said to him. “Mais non, monsieur, il n’y a rien.”

Absinthe

Whence comes thy fatal, fascinating charm? Thy fumes are sharp, dire as Medusa's tears,
In thy green depths a tempting demon leers, Leading the victim on without alarm.

Thy trait'rous poison makes the senses warm; Dull minds, grown vivid, grasp the distant spheres;
But ah, the sad reaction, when the tears Of madness flow, when maniac fancies swarm!

To me, thy glorious Lethe ever shows Some godless wretch, with haggard eyes and pale,
Seeking the shame of brutal bagnios. Or, mixed with powder, when all else doth fail,
I see thee make impetuous Zouaves scale Stern Malakoffs that teem with countless foes!

"Would you know the single craving of my blood -
the craving that burns in me more fiercely than hunger in a starving beast of prey -
the one desire, to gratify which, I would desparately dare and defy all men?
Listen then!

A nectar, bitter-sweet - like the last kiss on the lips of a discarded mistress -
is the secret charm of my existence; green as the moon's light on a forest pool it
glimmers in my glass; eagerly I quaff it, and, as I drink, I dream.

Not of foolish things. No! Not of dull saints and smooth landscapes in heaven and
wearisome prudish maids; but of glittering bacchantes, nude nymphs in a dance of hell,
flashing torrents and dazzling mountain-peaks, of storm and terror,
of lightning and rain, of horses galloping, of flags flying, of armies marching,
of haste and uproar and confusion and death!"

Life without Absinthe! I can not imagine it!
For me it would be impossible!
I should hang, drown or shoot myself into infinitude,
out of sheer rage at the continued cruelty and injustice of the world -
but with this divine nectar of Olympus I can defy misfortune and laugh at poverty,
as though they were the merest bagatels.

I date a couple girls so I guess that means I'm taken , we are fine with this we know you can't jump right into a relationship when you have plenty of time to have fun, live and meet different people and if you're blessed that special person will come into your life . Too many of my friends have jumped into a relationship then find out they are trapped into something complicated and hard to get out of . Whats the hurry enjoy life enjoy youth and enjoy the one youre with. My photo is in my portfolio

I'm a very introverted individual,and love alone time , only sharing time selective friends , family and my wolves .
I am a student and pt worker . I love music of all kinds so any song can be playing on my profile , music is a big part of my life . It has saved my sanity and I can honestly say its probably saved my life a few times. I am a family person, I love my family dearly .

LIKES :
Social psychology, music , art , Intellectual girls and friends, I recently started practicing Shinto , I now stay in touch with Kami pure spiritual energy . I am into music , reading , studying different cultures , global awareness and understanding art , home cooked meals , hanging with good friends , I have a passion for poetry.

My Dislikes :
Cold pizza , road rage, running late for class, girls that tease , animal abuse , bad music , movies made from books , people who judge others when they have never walked in their shoes. preconceived assumptions , hot weather .

My favorite books :
The Book of Thoth: A Short Essay on the Tarot of the Egyptian , The Devil’s Men: History’s Most Powerful Sorcerers and their Spells , Dictionary of Ancient Deities , Ancient Egyptian Book of the Dead, Awakening Osiris, The book of Enoch anything about afterlife , The Globalization of Poverty and the New World Order, Books on the second world order as well as New world order. .
Dr Seuss Green Eggs And Ham , The Story of Ferdinand , lame I know but a kid has to start somewhere .

“Let us toast to animal pleasures, to escapism, to rain on the roof and instant coffee, to unemployment insurance and library cards, to absinthe and good-hearted landlords, to music and warm bodies and contraceptives...
and to the "good life", whatever it is and wherever it happens to be.”

If you have been owned by a cat or dog, you have probably witnessed the animal’s blissful comportment during a chin scratch or belly rub and received an indulgent nudge for more after withdrawing your hand.
But science – while more than willing to broach the important matter of animal pain – has shown a profound lack of interest in animals’ capacity for good feelings. scientists prefer evolutionary explanations for animal behavior. How an animal may be consciously experiencing his or her world is generally reserved for after-hours chats, and doesn’t get published in scholarly journals.

What is the evidence, then, that pleasure plays an important role in how animals experience the world? First, there is the simple fact that as humans, we know pleasure and this suggests that similar creatures do, too. There are also parallels between our emotional and biochemical responses and theirs. For example, when rats are anticipating opportunities to play, their brains show an increase in dopamine, a compound associated with pleasure in humans.

Perhaps the most important argument for animal pleasure is that it is adaptive. Just as evolution favors pain as punishment for dangerous or maladaptive behaviors, pleasures evolved to reward behaviours that encourage survival and procreation.

But for most of us, it is how animals behave that provides the best window onto their inner lives. As the earlier examples with hippos, lizards and rats illustrate, animals often behave as though they are enjoying themselves and also manifest signs of exhilaration, joy, love, curiosity, and mischief.

Humour is also not only the province of humans. Chimps mock, dogs tease and parrots provoke. When asked to identify the colour of a white towel held up by a teacher, a gorilla named Koko repeatedly signed “red”. Then, grinning, she plucked off a bit of red lint clinging to the towel, held it up to the trainer’s face and signed “red” again.

What are the implications for humankind’s relationship to animals when we acknowledge and embrace the richness of their sensory experience of their worlds? It is convenient and economical to exclude animals from our sphere of moral concern – as we do, for example, in the meat, biomedical research, and fur industries. But is it right?

To the degree that animals can enjoy life, we may conclude that our moral obligations to them are greater. We may have no obligation to provide pleasure to another, but actively depriving them the opportunity to fulfil natural pleasures – as we do when we cage or kill them – is another matter.

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