"The secret of life is to 'die before you die' -and find that there is no death."-Eckhart Tolle
Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better. —Albert Einstein
My name is Stefanie, but I prefer to go by Nikki. I have 5 other active profiles(XZenithX, DarknessFollows, Ylvax, FeralHeart & Amaranthine) I have been here on and off for a while and I decided to return because things are much different than they once were.
I have been through hell and back. Across vast clouds and lifetimes of rust. I have defeated all of my fears and I have survived your trust
I see beauty, I see amaranthine love and eternal dreams.
I am the best and worst parts of me. .
Currently I am a full time student pursuing a major in business, minor in psychology..I plan to take phlebotomy classes along the way. I hope to help others overcome their addictions or other dark parts of their lives; I feel like my true calling is to pull others up out of holes similar to the ones I used to be in.
Besides working towards my degree I do tattoo designs or other artwork for clients I've built here in Maine and online. I am working on building my portfolio and more clientele, but you will see some examples of my art in my portfolio here as time goes on.
I am spiritual and have worked with the esoteric and occult for more than half my life now(since 11) and believe that everything in the universe is 'conscious' in some way or another. I also believe in life after death and that souls never truly die.. This is the easiest way to summarize how incredible the mind and soul is, I've discovered. My beliefs and all I believe in have taken more than a decade to form; many experiences and much more learning have lead me to it. I am continually learning and will most likely never stop.
My interests include reading, bettering myself, studying languages, history and other subjects, divination of many types(cartomancy and astrology among my favorites), theurgy and thaumaturgy, playing piano/guitar, walking, traveling, learning, animals, nature, drawing, body modification, and having a blast with husband, family, and friends.
If you want to know more or like to have good conversation, feel free to message me. I'm pretty easy to get along with.
"Astrology is a Language. If you understand this language, The Sky Speaks to You.”
“When you think yours is the only true path you forever chain yourself to judging others and narrow the vision of God. The road to righteousness and arrogance is a parallel road that can intersect each other several times throughout a person's life. It’s often hard to recognize one road from another. What makes them different is the road to righteousness is paved with the love of humanity. The road to arrogance is paved with the love of self.”
― Shannon L. Alder
"A base man is that common lover who loves the body rather than the soul; for he is not lasting since he loves a thing not lasting. For as soon as the flower of the body fades, which is what he loved, 'He takes to the wing and away he flies,' and violates any number of vows and promises; but the lover of a good character remains faithful throughout life, since he has been fused with such a lasting thing.." -Symposium
Art includes everything that stimulates the desire to live; science, everything that sharpens the desire to know. Art, even the mo st disinterested, the most disembodied, is the auxiliary of life. Born of the sensibility, it sows and creates it in its turn. It is the flower of life and, as seed, it gives back life. Science, or to use a broader term, knowledge, has its end in itself, apart from any idea of life and propagation of the species. Intelligence, that sublimation of the sensibility, that organ of the need to know, is sterilized sensibility. To know, and to know still more--the instinct for knowledge is insatiable, because the subject of knowledge is limitless.
-Rémy De Gourmont
“The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom the emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand wrapped in awe, is as good as dead —his eyes are closed. The insight into the mystery of life, coupled though it be with fear, has also given rise to religion. To know what is impenetrable to us really exists, manifesting itself as the highest wisdom and the most radiant beauty, whicmoh our dull faculties can comprehend only in their most primitive forms—this knowledge, this feeling is at the center of true religiousness.”
― Albert Einstein
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