Indifference is an excellent substitute for patience. ~ Mason Cooley
Set at 00:03 on December 21, 2014
Few of us have vitality enough to make any of our instincts imperious. ~G.B. Shaw
Rest in beautiful peace my darling; we'll never forget you ♥ ♥
There will always be many and varying reasons of interest for me within this community. As you may have guessed, one of them is the intrigue of Vampyres. More to the point, an explicit fascination into the ideas of Vampyres. The seduction, the charm, the mystery, and just about everything in between. The other reasons I'm here will unfold themselves in time. Although some, if not most, of you may never fall privy to that information. Of course, that choice, will be left for you to decide...
~*A Less Than Cryptic Description*~
One inquisition to follow another. This is what to expect from the soul you see before you. I think it's a fair assumption to conclude that I will forever be searrching for answers, for knowleddge, in this ever-changing world of ours. As for the other aspects of "Me", well... I am...
~Simple yet still holding a certain amount of complexity
~Open-minded, but unyeildingly stubborn
~Compelling in the best of ways
~A Lover not a fighter
~A tad Off-Center
~A Charmer (or so I've been told)
~Always a Striver for Perfection
~A Drama-No-Fly-Zone (so check it at the door, or leave)
~Quiet although Outspoken once you get to know me
~A Sleeptalker (sometimes a little more than that)
~Still Flirty on occasion
~A "Catylist" of sorts
~A Soul Reader
~A Passionate Endeavor
~Highly Intuitive and...
~Most importantly, a Watcher of all the Beauty this world possesses
I am unique in many ways; although, I'm almost positive, there can be many similarities between the lines of everyone I meet. In the vastness of this "Cyber-Reality", we are all searching for something. A connection, an intrigue, or maybe even searching for our own souls that will define who we really are. Thus, I pose these questions : Have you found it yet? Have you discovered yourself?... Can you see me, through this tiny 'Looking Glass' of another world?
If you're still reading, I humbly implore you to take jus a little bit longer to enhance your knowledge of at least this single soul you've stumbled upon. You never know, you might find that it is you... being the inquisitive one. *winks and fades mysteriously into the background*
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**I have yet to be able to sleep with a door opened or unlocked.
**I was the 72nd person to join the Rave. (Did you know, there weren't houses and covens until much later?)
**Unless I am not alone, I don’t close my eyes while taking a shower or bath.
**I quote movies quite a bit...especially the comedies lol.
**I have a mole on my right foot that has been there since childhood; as a result, I’m always wearing socks or slippers.
**When I shave, my right leg goes first.
**I sleep on my side, with a pillow between my legs.
**It is not in me not to fix something if it is out of place or slightly off.
**I must have some sort of noise as the hum in my ear when I go into my drawing phase.
**Complete silence when I write my poetry.
**I can’t sit still for any length of time unless I'm sick; then I'm as solid in my place as a stone.
**I’ve been told I talk in my sleep from time to time.
**I have to eat something salty after I've had something sweet.
**I can only bend my right knee/leg about 85 degrees...on a good day.
**I could listen to one song over and over and over again without getting sick of it.
**If I'm wearing a hat, it's because I didn't feel like fixing my hair.
**I have to be doing something with my hands at all times unless I'm sleepin'.
**Making friends is easy, keeping them is somewhat of a difficulty for me. You can credit that to my nomadic childhood.
**Upside down kisses are at least one of the best kind, if you haven't tried it...you need to ♥
**I have a couple of kids, though they aren't biologically mine, they're just as good as...and I love them very much.
**I'm very much an observer of the world around me.
**I served four years in the U.S. Air Force and I was never deployed to the Middle East.
**The cold hurts as well as any other bad weather or rapid weather changes. Hazards of having a degenerative knee joint to which has no cushion or cartilage for comfort.
**I've recently discovered an intrigue for old black&white style crime thrillers. (Humphrey B. rocks my socks)
**My blood type (can't believe I hadn't thought about adding it) is : O +
**Apparently, I have OCD but not with everything.
I will continue to add to this list when I think of other little quirks.
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Along with some of these there will be an explanation, for others that don't...deal
**Cutting~ I do not judge those who do this, especially if they are trying to find other ways to express themselves, but I have yet to find an understanding for it.
**Egotistical, self-indulgent narcissist~ it serves no purpose to think of being better than anyone else.
**Homophobic individuals~ By this, I mean those who dislike the whole idea all together...the ones who cannot accept a person for who they are and who they are dating. Love is LOVE, regardless of gender.
**Over dramatics~ Exaggerating excessively about a problem is not going to help in solving it.
**Acts of futility~ ugh...intelligence is a must for most conversations in this world.
**Passive Aggressive Attitude/Manipulation ~ Don't beat around the bush or toy with my head. If you have something to say or want something from me, jus say it. The worse you can get is a "No".
Once again, this list will be added to when a situation presents itself.
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Someone might ask, what makes these people so much more important than all the others? Well, frankly, it is for very very confidential reasons. I do, however, have a craving to divulge a tiny scrap of information. Still reading??
The first of my 2 Loves that have found me (and vice versa) on this earth. I know I will never have the worries of loneliness with her by my side. How I ever survived before her, I will never know, but to think that I've survived everything for jus that purpose...To meet her, to love her, and spend the rest of my life with her.
The second, most recent of my 2 Loves. My spirit is intertwined with hers. In ways that even I can scarcely imagine. I do not dare to presume what hold she has on me or me on her, but it is an everlasting union; for that I'm absolutely sure. Again, though I may not understand the reason behind it, everything I've lived through...must to have been meant with her as a part of my... Fate.
I know to most, you may think I'm still too young to fully know how to feel such intense connections. Nor do I aspect you to understand the dynamics involved in the relationships that I have with these two amazing women. That doesn't change the fact
that I have recognized this knowledge and truly believe it with every fiber of my being. So maybe, with no offense intended, these people are those who haven't ever experienced an aspect of closeness like this. If that's the case, I earnestly hope that one day they do. Everyone should be offered the chance to feel this....to know this.... and, in turn, understand this on a deeper level.
These are my loved
ones. Without them, I would not be nearly as complete of a person. And that
is not somethin' I'll ever take for granted or risk losing. Not in this lifetime or any other!
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**Music, what better way to express oneself without saying a word?
**Movies, give me something to hold my constant attention for a couple hours.
**Books, take me away to another world full of fantasy, knowledge, seduction, and mystery.
**“Pretty paper”, I have no idea why it holds my interest, but I like it.
**Chocolate…no explanation needed.
**The ‘play-doh’ eraser…wonderful little invention
**The Pink Panther; I may not like pink, but he’s an exception.
**Buttercup from the Power Puff Girls, don’t ask.
**Anime, jus a few here and there.
**Games; be it cards, board games, or on my PS3; and I'm not upgrading!
**Tattoos and Piercings; seeing as to how I have a few of each, it jus goes along with my persona.
**Knives and other sharp, pointy objects; 30 in counting thus far and I always have at least one on my person...old military habit...
**Traveling to all sorts of places-different culture, beautiful landscapes, new people? Count me in.
**Greek Mythology...Gods, Goddesses, and the stories behind them.
**The smell of rain before it hits the ground...hell, thunderstorms too, for that matter.
**I have an unquinching obsession for faeries and the like...as some of you may already be able to tell.
**The sounds of an acoustic guitar...brings nothing but fond memories back to my heart and soul.
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~*Rating Consistencies and Other Considerations*~
~~ I absolutely DO NOT rate whatever you rate me.
~~If you're new, and your page is underdeveloped, I won't generally rate the first time I see it.
~~I don't like scrolling through a shiiiCrap load of quizzes or erroneous pictures. Should this be the case, it's a mark down, unless you have a sizable amount of text to balance it.
~~If you honestly put in a good effort, write more than two lines of info, trust me, you'll be in good shape.
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~*Quotes and Other Notes*~
1) Everything in my profile pertain to the 'makings' of me. Actually reading them would prolly be a good idea and one of the best ways to get my attention.
2) I AM in a very secure and loving relationship with my girlfriend, Christy. However, don't let that fact be a reason not to talk to me; jus remember to be polite...mostly ;-P~
3) I'm not interested in any kind of Instant Messenger chat environments. That's what PM's are for...you know, "Private Messages"
4) I've been a member to this site since 2004. Obviously, I'm not new and do not really desire to be "Welcomed to the Rave"
~*~ "Perhaps, after all, our best thoughts come when we are alone. It is good to listen, not to voices but to the wind blowing, to the brook running cool over polished stones, to bees drowsy with the weight of pollen. If we attend to the music of the earth, we reach serenity. And then, in some unexplained way, we share it with others."
~*~ "I am part of the sun as my eye is part of me, That I am part of the earth my feet know perfectly, and my blood is part of the sea... There is nothing of me that is alone and absolute, except my mind, and we shall find that the mind has no existence by itself, it is only the glitter of the sun on the surface of the waters."
~D. H. (David Herbert) Lawrence
~*~ "Vision is the art of seeing the invisible."
~*~ "If you spend your life always pondering the 'What If's'; you might loose out on all the 'What Are's'."
~*~ "Never assume to know anyone."
~Me (last two quotes)
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