one of many songs ------->
"Orestes" by: A Perfect Circle
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Metaphor for a missing moment
Pull me into your perfect circle
One womb
One shape
One resolve
Liberate this will
To release us all
Gotta cut away, clear away
Snip away and sever this
Umbilical residue that's
Keeping me from killing you
And from pulling you down with me in here
I can almost hear you scream
Give me
One more medicated peaceful moment
One more medicated peaceful moment
And I don't wanna feel this overwhelming
Hostility
Because I don't wanna feel this overwhelming
Hostility
Gotta cut away Clear away
Snip away and sever this
Umbilical residue
Gotta cut away Clear away
Snip away and sever this
Umbilical residue that's
Keeping me from killing you
Keeping me from killing you
Bad Reputation - Adelita's Way
I like to live a little
I like to drink a little
I like to smoke a little
I like the rush a little
Misunderstood a little
We're all the same a little
Some where just born to be bad
And I got it bad, bad, bad
Don't tell me what I should do or say
'Cause I want to do it my own way
I don't give a fuck what you think, what you say
I got a bad reputation
I got it bad, bad, bad
I got a bad reputation
And I got it bad, bad, bad
I roll the dice a little
I let it ride a little
Out of my mind a little
I'm like a lion I'm chained
I like the finer things
Sippin' on wine I'm singing I was just born to be bad
And I got it bad, bad, bad
Don't tell me what I should do or say
'Cause I want to do it my own way
I don't give a fuck what you think, what you say
I got a bad reputation
I got it bad, bad, bad
I got a bad reputation
And I got it bad, bad, bad
And I got it bad, bad, bad
And I got it bad, bad, bad
I got it bad, bad, bad
Don't tell me what I should do or say
'Cause I want to do it my own way
I don't give a fuck what you think, what you say
I got a bad reputation
Don't tell me what I should do or say
'Cause I want to do it my own way
I really don't care what you think, what you say
I got a bad reputation
I got it bad, bad, bad
I got a bad reputation
I got it bad, bad, bad
I got a bad reputation
I got it bad, bad, bad
I got a bad reputation
I got it bad, bad, bad
here's another
"All I Know" by: Karnivool
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This is my sense of reality
This is proof of my coming of age
This is truth in captivity
This is loosing a theology, I
I'm a soul taker
I'm a cruel, witted mind
This is my sense of reality
This is proof of my coming of age
I'm a soul taker
I'm a cruel witted mind
Are you with me?
Are you of like minds?
Are you with me?
Are you of like minds?
Waking, falling, free of gravity
We just severed these umbilical wires
This is more than just affinity
We're moving further through an endless desire
I'm a soul taker
I'm a cruel witted mind
Come again, I feel a breakdown
Let's go higher
This is the sound of your
Reason to wake
Have we forgotten now?
Can we relate?
It's backwards, it makes no sense
So real that we can't pretend
It's backwards, it makes no sense
It's harder to just pretend
Say it once more
Say it again
That this is the end
Of all I know
Say it once more
Say it again
That this is the end
Of all I know
Are you with me?
(Can we relate?)
Are you of like minds?
Are you with me?
(Can we relate?)
Are you of like minds?
Say it once more
Say it again
That this is the end
Of all I know
Say it once more
Say it again
That this is the end
Of all I know
My Immortal
Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you…
here's another more about my attitude in general
"Zero" by Otep
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I don't give a fuck
You taught me to fear
But all I learned was hate
You want me to disappear
But I won't go away
I won't go away
I won't fucking obey
You want me to save your world
While your lungs get black
And the oceans boil
And you feed and breed
This kingdom of shit
Bulletproof from the truth
Armor plated ignorance
I can't abide
Fakes and frauds infecting my life
I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my mind
But I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck, fuck, fuck, zero fucks
I don't give a fuck
come down off your cross
I don't care what it costs
I don't give a...
The world is slowly dying
And all you is whine
about the things you can't buy
With money you don't have
So you'll sell your soul to get the latest fad
The virus of more
Poor little drama whore
You're fucked in the head
Mental glory hole infected with excess
To let the insects know you exist
You'll stab me in the back
And wipe the blade on my chest
I don't give a fuck, fuck, fuck, zero fucks
I don't give a fuck
come down off your cross
I don't care what it costs
I don't give a...
The house is a disaster
The car won't start
I want to pick a fight
But it's just too hard
I've got no motivation
I should just give up
They say I'll burn in hell
But I still don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
Judge me how I'm living
Zero fucks given
Judge me how I'm living
Zero fucks given
Judge me how I'm living
Zero fucks given
Judge me how I'm living
Zero fucks given
Zero fucks given
Zero fucks given
Judge me how I'm living
Zero fucks given
Fuck
I don't give a fuck, fuck, fuck, zero fucks
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck, not a single fuck
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
Not a single fuck
I don't give a fuck