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I guess its been a while. Since I felt anything.... anything at all. I think I got lost out there some place. Some place further out there then I ever thought I'ed go. I let everything slip away.... everything. Then I met some new friends.... and I thought I could be a better man. But really am I better? Dispite all the comments, and the people likeing me I found myself tonight out in another snow storm after yet another asshole chose to point out to me that "all my hard work" as of late in doing something for some people was for nothing. I guess you can buy power.... I guess you can buy friends... I guess you can sit back for months doing nothing, and then if you have $1500 US you can walk into any online community..... buy a community leaders account, and then say... "your all mine now" weather these people follow this guy or not is up to them its there choice.... but im makeing mine. I'm done with MMORPG's. I'm done with communitys that care NOTHING about who actually puts there heart, and soul into what they do.... I'm done with places where any lazy COW can dish out some cash and own the herd leaveing those good honest folks to have a choice to keep on actually being the people doin the work while someone else gets to thump there chest going "I AM THE MAN" or the choice of just droping it all realizeing this childish bullshit isent worth your time.



The Matrix Online account canceled.... time to move on.