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This life has become one of the most lonely things I could have imagined. Wakeing up in rooms alone from nightmares. People I once thought cool where trying to have conversations with me but I'm finding myself not caring. I don't care what band your in movie you acted in it matters not. Your just people.... people I've come to find I have so very little in common with.



I keep in my isolation thinking over things over all I have seen people who have come and gone. Just for once I wish someone would grab me and say your not leaving your staying. But truth is I'm just a fascination once I get old on you I become boring. The suttle tricks lose there charm.



How many times can I take people's pain onto myself. How many times can I tell people where there loved ones are.... return lost people to there family's..... find lost objects.... burn out demons from existance.... offer advice....



Yet no one notices me crying.... just over movies..... no one notices my chi is low it's been so long since I've been near a positive energy source.....



When I run out of energy and I go back to the source.... when this body's light goes out then eyes loose there light



Will any of the people I've help notice or remember



Will I just be



Gone



Maybe I would like it that way



So when they cross over and I lower the hood from my head they won't remember me as I sort them and send there souls to where they have to go



When I'm back in that house in that place they won't come knocking on the door



Because really there are no endings just beginnings



This life is just 1 thing of many



The fact we get to meet just once is amazing



If only people knew the truth



Then again would it matter?

I wake up again not knowing where I am. I don't feel safe. I look around confused.



Another nightmare



The other day I had another one while I was awake but very tired. I saw someone die



I'm always alone



When I wake up



Nothing to hold onto



I'm always alone

I think I've seen to much..... older men be litteing younger men in the most immature way. People in supposed mature relationships screaming at there significant others for logging into social media when there significant others are no where near anything that would allow them to log into any thing. 20+ somethings saying that can't find work but yet they have enough time to send dick pics to under age people..... then gereral lack of maturity.



But don't fear say there wrong because sweet lord god they'll take your head off and scream at you that your wrong about them till you just give up.



What is this trend we have of the wrong screaming at the people going wait a minute reality check your the wrong one here. What the hell is going on in this world where the honest people are being pushed down by liers and fakes.



Have the honest become the minority to the point where they are now bullied into submission? The bullies never admit there wrong they have to blame it on someone else. The weak shall inherit the earth..... the bullies the people who once they get above everyone else use there position to keep everyone else down? Except for one problem you never earned it I swear a solar flair economic collapse zombie plague..... put us all back on even footing again.



Back when if someone insulted you... you could punch there lights out with out them crying to there lawyer.



The world needs to stop being such a bunch of pussys and deal with things the old way..... protect you.... protect your family.... protect your property..... and you should have the right to stand up for your self and fight back.



No more people using the broken system as a shield



Freedom has become the biggest illusion of them all

When you can't wake up it's all to real..... and it seems like it's been going on for hours.



Night Terrors



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