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I feel.... I don't know it's like my spider sense is tingeling.... I feel like life has become slow motion.... the days pass by.... things piss me off, and I just pull a Honey Badger does not care....



So little has been effecting me.... that when something does in the smallest way it sends my mind going off about possabilitys.



But yet the past 3 days I have been uneasy.... a terrable feeling like watching a shark attack in slow motion.... somethings out there under the waters of life its coming for me.... its coming closer.... its going to fuck my shit up.... and I have no idea what this thing is!



I cant sleep.... eating makes me wana puke.... something is very wrong with the world something bad is about to happen and I dont know wtf it is..... maybe im just paranoid but this feeling runs so deep it feels lagit



I have to get by till the second week of september then I can say FUCK ALL THIS SHIT sell the house and just leave



I think im done here

We'll things had been going ok.... and now once again not so much.... I'm working from 5:15 till 1:45 every day.



And she well she is free to go out and do what ever.... and that is exactly what she has been doing.



While now The Boy seems to have a girl friend that does not seem to stop him from picking her up randomly and them going out to party and places drinking..... fortunitly it would seem I am not the only person who thinks The Boy is a TWAT.... she was all pissy last night because they had to leave a party cuz there was some girl there The Boy had a one night stand with who is STILL pissed of at him.... might I add she probley had damn good reason!



On top of this I get off work and come home tired..... she gets home just before me from being out with him and shes tired.... then she wonders why we just go to sleep and dont really spend alot of time togeather..... then we do try and stay up and do so shes still pissed with me.... try to have sex..... nope still not happy with me....



Maybe I think she would still be better off with him.... he makes her happy.... I still do not know why she is with me :(