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A chemical taste most unpleasant. Too many harmful carcinogenic’s in hauled. The smell makes me sick.



It's raining tonight.... A 3 hour drive with a sound track of FunkerVogt, and Hanzel Und Gretyl. How many times can one drive around in a circle? As I said 3 hours.



But the coffee did not remove the chemical taste....

The sickness comes again. My insides turning inside out over, and over again. An urg to vomit, and the fight to keep it all down. Blood on a tissue shows signs of internal bleeding. I clutch the desk as pain rocks through me....



I should not eat food.

The cold comes, and stains the land. I can't help but feel that now the coldness on the out side world not matches the cold I feel deep deep down inside myself. The frost in my heart so thick it could crack at the touch. I should go out walking in it for I know I wont be cold. I'm all ready colder.... Colder then it could possably get out side.