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Longing to find a way to be at

peace with myself

but the means to do so

seem to be lying on a forgotten

shelf



I can't stand the sight of me

and I don't know why

my inner sanity even seems

to be a lie



They say that in order to

respect others, you must

first have self respect

but that logic seems nothing

more than a defect



I feel as if I'm trapped within a maze

with nowhere to turn

as if my mind's set to auto-delete

just so my inner peace will burn



I want a way out of this

personal prison cell

but all I seem to find is

my own inner hell



Everything I do ends up

being wrong

I'm starting to feel as if

I don't even belong



My mental stress is like a test

that set me up to fail

just to leave my mind

on an empty train rail



My mind wonders for what

seems like days

in an endless haze

but who am I to say

of whether or not I deserve

to be trapped in this

misforgotten mind set of a maze



So I'll just sit here lost

within in this self made void

so that I can avoid

another mental test instead

keeping my inner issues

from leaving my head

COMMENTS

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LoxxyDarkmatter
18:49 Apr 17 2015

((hugs you my Brother)) I loved your ability to place it all out like an art on a canvas..

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