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Ive known you so long

Ive seen you so many times

Ive looks at the words youve said

Ive listened to the pains youve had

Ive turned to you for comfort

I turned to you for happiness

I listened to your advice

But I never knew i could do this

I never knew i could see this

I dont even know what "this" is



i wish you knew

i wish i knew

if only i knew

and if you did too

oh shit ...i think im in love ...i want to be with him...i want to see him..hug him..tell him in person that i love him...i want to hear his beautiful voice..stare into his eyes..he seem unreal ..but he is..he's as real as anything i have ever known.. i love him...i say i something other than love when they invent a word that means love and more...i love him. i love him.

Though fear is usually taken for granted my theory is"fear is something you should fear the most " fear is a curious thing.S0ometimes fear is our only flaw .Fear being our weakness ,everyone has a fear even if they dont know it.The most common is the fear of death.It is quite foolish to fear death because death unlike everything else in life can't be stopped.No matter who you are what you are ,we all in the end die.Somehow someway sometime we will die.Death cannot be cheated if it could we'd be here forever.But death is death and those who fear it are wasting their time.

Fear .Some question fear.Why do we have it?Is it because we need it or is it because everyone needs a weakness?Yes and no .No one really does know why one have it and I would'nt try to find out why .You would just wasting your presioous time.

I am probablyscared of everything real thats why i love fiction .I believe in it more than reality.My fear is fear and reality...strange is nt it?

he was a jerk in reality..he never really loved me..right now i think i never really loved him..i think the reason that i got shivers down my spine when he touched me was probaly a warning..one of those things that telll you run...but you dont...why did i feel safe with him?i have no idea ...i hate myself for trusting him,for falling to be a another fool,and for just being with him...ken showed his true colors..he really always was an oversexed perv...did he really think i was going to kiss him?i guess since i didnt he dumped me...so he really was a jerk...