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Did i scream..no i didnt

did i breathe ..no i didnt

what made change

what made you see all this wrong?

what did i do to deserve you?

what did i say to loose you...

Nothing

nothing

came out of it

just pain

and lies and things i wish werent there

how many times must i say im sorry?

the life i left behind



did i scream ....no

did i beg...no

did i squirm and wither..no

did i cry..no

did i question..no

what did i do?

The life that is celebrated..

The love that is givin...

I carry cupids head...

My heart bleeds like none other...

I live in regection instead....

Let em know my revenge..

my pain.......

my sorrow...

the sweet darkness with in...

Let them feel my acid tears...

Let them see the rain of blood..

Let them know i carry cupids arrow...

I broke'em..

Let them see my heart rip..

Let them know what i feel..

my true pain..

my true sorrow...

my darkness.



I carry cupids arrow....

I carry cupids head...

I bleed like no other...

Let them know my pain..

this sorrow..

unbearable.

I carry cupids head..









happy 6 days after Valentine's PPL

^-^AVErnavanth

i held you darling in the rain....

the soft drops hit your skin...

i kissed those blossom lips...

may angels watch on this..

i never said thank you for the kiss..

nor the felling you gave me..

may angels watch on this...

may you always know you will be missed ..

may angels wish on this..

this love i have for is grand...

i never said thank you for this..

this love i deeply missed..

may angels watch on this.

i woke next to you ..breathing with you

holding you...

oh how i loved you...

adored you...

i loved your presence..

your name...

your words...

you thrilled me...

brought the life back into my cold heart...

brought back the love i thought i would never feel again



you never knew i loved you ...

you never knew how much...

you had know idea how much you meant to me..

every thought i had was of you...

but you never knew....



you thought no one loved...

i should have told you..

you thought i never cared...i should have told you...

i should have told you ,you were beautiful..

i should have told that i wrote your name with my eternal blood...

but i didnt...



i should have never let you go...

i should have told you you were my obbsession..

my only...

my beautiful ...

my love...

i should have told you ..i loved you..

its my fault your gone.

fly away with heartbreak ...with pain...

leave with the crows who chant your name...

leave with the angels that fell fromm the heavens..

these angels with torn wings...

leave with them you love them...you adore them now leave.....

Leave so i die alone ....

leave so i can miss your sweet scent...

leave me so i can cry alone...

leave me here ..without you...



Go with them..fly with them...

you love them...

just leave me...

leave with the crows who chant your name...

let them sing to you the way i did..

let them whisper sweet nothings to you...

you love them they love you....

go with them..

i would rather die than cause you dispair..

rather live in saddness than hear your cries..

so leave...

The thing that light up my day..my life...

my slight discomfort dissapears ...

disolves..

my shyness is gone as if it had never existed...

Beautiful people shine my world...

with their talent..

their love...

their energy...

they open my new sight..

they highten my senses..



They awake my heart...

the thing in my body that lay forgottened..

that layed untouched..

the dust that cover it...

it's slow beating almost dead...



Beautiful people..

Beautiful talents....

beautiful words.........

beautiful hearts...

they brought me back..

they brought my heart from beaneath the dirt....

Beautiful people....





this poem is dedicated to:TheGrimWay,Buckyboy,Overlycharmin,ForsakenGirl,LordVespertilio,Nightfang,VampressAlice,Demon28,Scionofrequiem,scotthepumkinking,XxLivingWasteLandxX...thank you

He broke me violently...

he tore me apart....

he made me cry...i cry my blood tears let them hurt my face like acid..

I cry...

what did i do wrong?

what did i say? what did i really do?

i ask myself,why did he do it?

was it my fiercness with him?

was it my love for him?



these tears burn my cheeks..

they sear my soul..

worst of all he lied to me...

i wonder why i loved him?

i wonder why i cry for him...

is it the fact that i was lied to...

played for a fool....

i was a fool..

i still am...

i am the fool...

i cry because of him...

i dont want to love because of him...

now i cant trust because of him...

i was played for a fool...

what was the point?

i am a fool.