After fight with my loner Wolf ego for 25 years I finally fucking get it.
Yes People are the problem but the dark adventurous souls, or souls as you are not.
There is nothing wrong with you. The environment you're in just doesn't fucking get it. They don't fucking know you. So fuck em.
You're are one a kind, and special in your own way. Whenever you're realist, a buzz kill, awkward, talkative, that's just you.
Don't ever fucking change. Find more souls like you. Who think like you. Who you appreciate you. Anyone you can be yourself around with ~*
Doing nothing, not caring or acknowledging your existence would have been a smarter move.
Even if I did want to prove you wrong, that I'm more that you thought. It won't be necessary.
Why is talent, or anything to do with friendship. Why is showing off suddenly the only way of earning respect and attention.
As much as I respect you being a hard working drummer, you might be an asshole.
Maybe you're the shallow one. Or maybe you're just more scared of me, while I'm going my way to get a morbid feelings in my stomach to talk to you.
Anyway. I don't fucking know. But maybe this would be all better. If I assure myself nothing every fucking happend.
How about that. :)
To go our separate ways. I will follow what my heart and brain are hungry for.
I will restrain myself from going inside the human mind.
I will befriend books, skills, knowledge and the ones who are worth it.
I will stop caring about those who never answer me or care about my existence. As caring had only sickened me.
I will build, help, trust and grant myself knowledge and no longer waste a moment. Fearing thoughts, worrying my mind is deteriorating, or overwhelmed by isolation.
I'm am the guy who never fit in anywhere. But I know I am more than what the word sees.
~ Dragon.
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