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Urgh I really need to watch not only my mouth but what I type right now...I'm pissed at people in my life and it is coming out on here...



yikes.



I apologize in advance

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Bellanova333
03:33 Aug 26 2010

hmmm I don't see anything requiring an apology...



everyone needs to rant every now and then, get it off their shoulders and out of their bodies where it is harmful and does damage...



nothing wrong in that hon...

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Zilaheteb
15:16 Sep 05 2010

haha...watch out Alex is back!!!

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It's the feeling of coming home after a long time away.



I've missed this feeling...and I've missed you

I can't seem to get out of this battle of who I am. The last few days I have done a lot of thinking and realized that I have forsaken those who have helped me most in my life.



The most important person who showed me most about who I am and what I can do. I am ashamed that I let you go...I only have myself to blame as I allowed myself to distance myself. I don't know how to change it...and I don't know if I am brave enough to face rejection from you.



Something I have to live with and figure out I guess.



I didn't realize how much I missed my family that I had with you until I took a few steps away from what I was doing and had time to think. I have had a lot of time to think in the last few days...and I don't like myself right now. I have to admit that. I don't like what I have become once again, hiding away.



So here I go again...going to try and explore who I am and how to proceed from here.