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First Poem I ever wrote





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By day I'm a good girl



By night you can never find me



By night I walking around



I'm walking around with the living dead



Now I can fly



Now I can't stand the sun



Now you have to say goodbye



Because I'm no longer a good girl



Sorry to say I had a kiss



Just not any old kiss



But the kiss of a vampire



So now I'm one of them



Sorry to say



I like it better this way

All I can do is sit by and watch



Watch want could of been mine



Only if I had Real Friends



None of this would of happen



Now all I can Do is Bleed



The Pain Is gone for now



Until the next phone call



That saids



Me and _____ are so happy together



_____ and Me done this and that



Why do "Friends" only care for them selves and not me



All I can Do is wonder



Why did that "Friend" lie to me



Why did my "Friend" say yes to the guy I liked



My world is gone



I wish I was Dead



But I'm a true friend



I won't FUCK my friends over



i know BETTER then to do that



So why can't you



You say your my "Friend"



But your not



You use me and abuse me



Why can you see that all you do is hurt me



I don't think I can be your Friend Anymore



So this is goodbye



I hope you have a good life



because



you just ended mine

How can I be Alive

But feel so numb

How can I have so many friend

But they try to hurt me

How can I be here

When all I want to do is die

There is no help for me

So don't try

Just leave me alone

And let me bleed on the floor

Bleeding is to let the pain be released

Death is to let the pain be gone

Bleeding is to feel the blade againts the skin

Death is to feel free from the blade

Bleeding is to let people know you need help

Death is to let everyone know

Your done with this life

Why do people like to hurt me?

Do they hurt me becuase they think it's fun?

Why do they hurt me then feel bad?

Do they hurt me becuase they hate me?

Why do my friends hurt me more?

Why can't I just die?

To save me from this pain and hurt.