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For me,

It's just another night of bliss

I'm secretly hoping

You get off on this

Because you're killing me

For real this time

I'm tearing

At my raw insides

I hope

That you enjoy my flesh

You seem to thrive

Inside my mess

You love this pain

I hate to show

You love this game

I hate to know

For me,

It's one more chance to die

For you,

Is it murder or suicide?



~Amaris Scarlet Kelly~

Tired eyes, looking on

At colored in insomnia

Tainted lungs

Cough fumes of graffitti

And cigarette smoke

Cracked, cut lips

Bleed onto the pages

With red ink

Into a pool of night

That provides the light

I need to create myself

Sadness seeped whispers

Scream itno the corners

Of existing spiders in my head

Rattling the veins

Of my swelling, throbbing brain

Aching and taking

What isn't to give

Feeling and stealing

What's left to give



~Amaris Scarlet Kelly~

Would using logic for my execution

Be too much to ask?

Excuse me for wanting to die quick

It's supposed to be a simple task



I never asked you to suffer for me

I never asked you to take away my pain

I just asked of you to kill me

I was perfectly happy being half insane



Now that I've lost my entire head

And can't see straight out my eyes

You decide it'd be a good time to save me

While you videotape my demise



I've done nothing but rely on you

Whether to live or to die

Carry me across the gates of this realm

And wait for my hair to dry



Help clean and help me wash

Hand me a towel to dry

I'll dress in rebellious, offensive to this

So you can get me high



~Amaris Scarlet Kelly~

* I tried out a new format for this one, I'd love to get some feedback*



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Fucking in your grave

We're too far gone to save

and I crave

All you gave

To my desires and despair

I adore your need of repair

So we'll linger

In imaginary lair

Brushing and braiding

Baby victim's hair

Crouching under burning bridges

Where all your falsities lie

Soaking, sulking in muddy puddles

As neglected children cry



Bending to manipulation

When there is prey to stalk

Shadows hunting from taxi cabs

Because flesh prefers to walk



Inhuman eyes piercing your brain

Absorbing all your thoughts

Your fantasies of celebrities

Weed and jello-o shots



The impurities of your sins so far

And your unsuspecting stroll

The anticipation of experimentation

Your desire for control



The paranoia and flash of fear

When you catch a moment's glance

Of this nocternal creature, hunting man

In this stealthy, draining dance



The first pound of your shoes when finally your run

Your heavy breath the further you flee

But as fast and as far as your legs will go

They won't free you from the threat of me



I stalk until I capture

And torture until I kill

I'll pretend to be in love with you

Then feed to get my fill



I'll tie your arms tight to a cross

And cover up your pretty eyes

I'll bite your fertile, fleshy stomach

Then lick the blood from your thighs



I'll kiss your slowly paleing lips

And trail saliva down your chest

I'll watch you squirm, in pure delight

As I bite into your breast



I'll drain you of all color

I'll drink away your life

I'll swallow your last drop of blood

Then laugh out at the night



~Amaris Scarlet Kelly~