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My day is full of people trying to play games and assert their dominance over me... I am trying to keep the peace as usual, but at what point do you say enough? I do not usual take such offense, I guess today is just one of those days.. Does it make a person feel better to point out anothers flaws rather than face their own? It is especially hard when it is a person that you have a sworn duty to protect, and the only one you have to protect them from right now is yourself...

3 days to go until I fly out... the excitement, anxiety, nervousness, and pure joy is really making it difficult to concentrate on even the smallest of daily tasks... Is it possible for a human head to actually explode?? hehehe

The last month and the last 24 hrs have been a whirlwind! One month ago I was depressed about facing the Christmas Season alone after a nasty breakup over the summer. Then in a very short time frame, I find both and old and dear friend who is turning out to be Much more, and my Brother who I have not seen or spoken to in almost 6 yrs. Then yesterday, I find out that not only is my Step-Brother looking for me, but we live about 40 minutes apart (in a different state about 16 hrs from our home town) We have spent the last 24 hrs catching up. Whoa!! I am in a mood that is unrivaled!! So much fo rthe bad mood yesterday!

it is going to be a long day.. i am surrounded in negative energy....

I swear the way today started it is Monday.. Running late, out of coffee (greatest insult), work in chaos upon arrival... I wanna go back home and try this again...

How does the entire sum of a 10 yr marriage end so neatly with a 50 page stack of paper? How does one wipe his hands without so much as a look back or a smidgen of guilt? How does a person hand you a Divorce Decree with a smile on his face?? I feel so nieve..so stupid..so thrown away..

9 DAYS AND A WAKEUP...I AM SO FULL OF EXCITEMENT, IT IS BUBBLING OVER!!!!