Honor: 55 [ Give / Take ]
15 entries this month
21:37 Nov 29 2019
Times Read: 562
you're one stupid mofo if u think I'm ever
Gonna get back together with u.
No u wasted my time and love, too many times.
That's not love.
I know what I want.
Its not you.
23:00 Nov 27 2019
Times Read: 586
I have the wound of the sword
& I live.
Red is the spawn of evil.
The hidden ace of golden
Its gonna be interesting to watch unfold
They know it's coming but can't see the forest for bare trees.
Humans.
Not a wonder they wanna exterminate you.
14:52 Nov 27 2019
Times Read: 595
it's not that I rather wanted him.
No. I dumped him too.
I wanted the best for me
Neither of u were it..
21:47 Nov 26 2019
Times Read: 632
I failed..
Failed you.
Failed to protect you.
Failed to keep you.
Failed to love you.
Failed to open up to you.
I am your maker.
Your sire.
The seed thats been planted in you can trigger anytime now
and you wont see it coming.
die only to die again.
Have me sitting here always Worried.
Worried sick out of my mind
I feel you.
you are in trouple.
In your mind body and soul
My role was to love and protect you.
I became exacly like the monster who made me.
Raped my soul and being, only to have you go and
leave you to suffer on your own.
I will always be with you
You will always flow in my blood.
Youre mine.
Be brave. stay safe. i love you.
03:14 Nov 26 2019
Times Read: 648
it's 4.13 in the night and I'm still not sleeping
Nor did I last night at this time. I'm worn out since I had work yesterday
I wonder which dreams will come through this morning
If any. Considered I both drank and smoked tonight.
Least not hash. Just weed
Haven't touched hash for about a month now.
23:25 Nov 25 2019
Times Read: 674
I need to get rid of this cat before i end up killing it or
hurt it bad..
Keeps pissing on my stuff and it stinks..
Nah ah,, not for me. not here. not now.
ill give that little fucker to anyone who will take it.
Brutally.honnest. I'm a bad bad human
09:54 Nov 25 2019
Times Read: 694
daily confessions.
I'm an abuser.
I can be pushed to the point
Where I loose control
And get violent, sadistic and abusive
Most times I have remorse afterwards
Like I wake up from a dream and wonder
How I could ever do such things
Hating myself.
Other times I am cold
No remorse
No feeling
Nothing.
All depending on the situation..
It is a big reason among others
That I stay alone.
Worst part is if my sick tendencies
Goes out on a animal
I am truly two people
The other me could never ever dream of hurting a animal
Hell she might kill people who do.
Evil lives here
10:32 Nov 24 2019
Times Read: 716
With men like that
Makes me wanna dream always.
Big & loving &
Giving it to me.
Gah..
New day new nightmare.
23:16 Nov 21 2019
Times Read: 749
Nothing
But a collar and cuffs.
We gonna submit to my way
And my way only.
Blind your sight
Chain u down
To nothing
But a collar & cuffs
You're gonna bleed
On my sheet
Nothing you've ever encountered
Submit to my way
And my way only.
Nothing
But collar & cuffs
15:39 Nov 20 2019
Times Read: 768
We are not beautiful
We are the grim
The beasts that hide
Under our skin
Bound & cursed
We smell of sin
Grim grim
Before the story can begin
(Unleash the beast)
Come meet your kin
Grim grim
Witch made. Where is my kin
00:41 Nov 20 2019
Times Read: 795
I am vampiric.
Few truly understands the condition.
It is not whom I am
Just a part of what I am.
Something I have never admitted
Something I will never ever, be proud of.
We are the grim
21:42 Nov 19 2019
Times Read: 804
In the dark
Only in the dark
Won't let you see me
Just need me
Need me
Bleed for me
It is all. Impulsive ramblings
21:39 Nov 19 2019
Times Read: 808
..
& my ice cold hands
Embracing your throat
Control
Control
But gently
You let me
Trust me
Shivers down your body
I shake and cramp
Absorbs your heat
Your life
Your life
Feed me
21:31 Nov 19 2019
Times Read: 815
decided to end it before it had begun
Well that's just typical me isn't it.
So now I sit alone, by my own making.
& I really can't complain but it's not cool
Either I expect to much or they care to little
Loose loose huh.
They say not to settle. To only accept the best
But no one is perfect and might not exist
Perhaps
Love is not for me
So why do I?
Love so much only to
Leave em bare
& want them to
Follow.
Me me me me
All the me me
Yet I. Yes I.
Don't like me.
At least not half of it.
& I dspice even more those whom are
The same.
Dominant narcissist
Hiding behind a light
With a double morale and
I don't even give a fuck.
Then again.
I don't hide that
I'm the bad guy.
Yeah I'm the bad guy
This is nothing compared to what I hide.
Ofcourse, ofcourse no one can love that
At least not the way I want them to.
13:55 Nov 15 2019
Times Read: 875
Im sorry i left you.
- Im sorry i killed him.
I wont leave you again.
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