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Went through hell, came out dead.
19:56 Oct 27 2024
Times Read: 153
27. october. 2017.
Theres nowhere id rather be than in your arms.
no one id rather be with than you.
no heart nor mind or body i want
but you.
no one i love more, cherish more
than you.
I want to.
Shoot my brains out.
for choosing me over you.
i want to go to sleep
and not wake up
for not waking up to you
tears me apart.
i want to die.
for thinking youd love me.
forever more.
i am but the walking dead
a vessel with no soul
you came to wake life into my heart
and left it bleeding.
I just wanted
you.
hope has left and i now see
death will set me free.
19:39 Oct 19 2024
Times Read: 236
Having to clean feces all over the floor and vipe the butt from my cancer sick mom who cant hold it in, doesnt phase me.
Having to put my own life at hold for her to be there for her.
Doesnt phase me.
To drop everything and to run by her side at the hospital doesnt phase me.
What phases me. Is that not one other. Of her stuck up six children
Have even visited her. She had a 10 hour surgery
They officielly means nothing to me anymore.
I disown them..
She sits and she cries.
With only me to hold her hånd.
How can they live with themselves.
Disgracefull narcisists.
May they rott.
09:03 Oct 07 2024
Times Read: 327
So why are u even here?
If this is the last place
that binds us?
Go away?
or i will..
I have seen many beings, places and happenings. or maybe im just a writer. u'll never know
08:14 Oct 04 2024
Times Read: 374
Black void..
nothing but darkness..
till a door appears in the left distance..
she stands, observes, listens.
the door opens, she hear people, its a gathering
its shines in bright white from the room
but she cannot go there.
to her left corner a voice appears
deep as she knows him.
&
while a fire appears infront shaped as a man
they say.
you are .......
shocked and confused she did what she had taught herself best
escaped and shifted reality.
no no no no no no
wake up.
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Cadrewolf2
20:34 Oct 27 2024
Sad powerful words