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Just let me lie

in silence,

shrouded only

in myself.

Let these tears

flow down my face

and wash away

my inner doubts.

Let the sounds

of my beating heart

overpower the words

trapped in my throat.

Just let me be

alone

since alone is all

I've ever known.

Please don't take offense

to my new stance

on my life.

Please don't over think

any of my actions

as spiteful towards

what is us.

Please don't underestimate

all that I have

already professed of

what lies in my heart.

Please don't start

actinglike an ass

once I begin my path

of self-righteousness.

I've just begun

to start my realization

of what my well-being

means to me

if there happens to be

no us.

There are a few things

that you need to know.



First,

you need to know that

I can't put into words

what it is exactly

that makes me blush

like an infatuated teenager.



Next,

you need to know that

this remembered ideal

which I created you in

is opening up right before me.



Also,

you need to know that

the anticipation I am building

as each day slips by

is becoming this ultimate climax

I never believed would happen.



And lastly,

you need to know that

the unlimited possibilities

my mind continually considers

just may be exactly

what I was searching for.