The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

To love strongly

is to lose strongly

to give it all

is to miss it all

when you have nothing

....want nothing

but an endless abyss

and sins that are endless

A beautiful face with a beautiful smile,

Her gorgeous visage is known for miles.

Smooth skin, dark eyes;a stark pallor,

the grave will seal them all forever.

For now she dreams in endless night

Of what was once hers; An endless delight.

Forget what I'll always remember

Lies, increased in the absence

"Don't say his name!"

so many times I tried

He's still holding on

He won't release my hand

I don't want him to.

I feel broken

as though my heart exploded

the blast splintering my body

someone put the pieces together

but something's missing...

where once was my heart

is now a black space; emptiness

a love once pure bliss

now horrifying nothingness

Eyes, yellow at the core

to sweet green; so tender

filled with love as they look at the the world.

Is love what he sees when he sees me?

Or is it hate? So boldly he stole a kiss

To know love or to know loss?

I know not which except it stole my heart.

Trapped by so many daggers;

they pin my limbs to ground

stretched to the limits with

pools of blood collecting beneath me.

I wish for death, torture me no longer

It comes silently, smiling at my warm embrace.

Lost, here is nowhere

all is gone

only, the past creeps

on and on

In this desert wasteland i live in

there are grey sands all around me, so dead

no buzzards live here

their calls stretching like a lonely requiem

they don't exist to pick my bones dry

Happy death, I wish for its repast

But I am greeted with immortality

An existance of nothing but dead

surrounding me, all alone, lost.

I walk to the edge and look over the side,

My eyes touch fire, brimstone to the sky

Three black figures chain my feet to stone

my wings clipped permanently; no flight.

Hell's embrace, an angel, fallen I am.

With a word, hate, now gone from heaven.

Blackened eyes stare down upon me

"my newest child, be free"---released

Drenched in blood, soot blackened wings

Pain eternal turns to sinful bliss.

Mistakes and lies twist around me

Snakelike, they tighten at my throat

Once so small to feel like angel's touch

Now so large I can barely breathe

I used to be strong, could fight them off

Now I can feel my will weakening

What was once a lie is now a truth

I no longer exist as a person, but a story