Don’t forget my nature,
Things aren’t quite what they seem.
You think I'm what you’re looking for,
But you can’t handle when I’m mean.
We’ll find a way
We can make our enemies pay
Later on when the sun goes down
We’ll take a ride, tear apart the town
Soon there’ll come a day
Where we can just run away
From the things that drive me crazy
The people who love to blame me
Let’s take a holiday
Just you and me
When the sun sets, you’ll really see
What exactly I can be
When trapped inside INSANITY!!!
I don’t know how I got here,
I miss my vitality
I can’t remember where
My conscience left me
My heart is as black as coal
My soul has grown real old
My will broke a while ago
Because all it wanted had to go
It was death and death again
I’ve traveled awhile without a friend
Keep silent and let me die
My future already passed me by
There is nothing left for me
But the emptiness of eternity
Having been left sad and lonely
With nobody but myself to console me
Sometimes I think the world is out to get me,
It reaches out with shadowed hands towards my throat,
It does seem to be a bit silly,
But after all this, it is my death upon which the world seems to dote.
My heart beats in its terrible rhythm
A sound so scary you could never relate
If only the sound would stop.
If what you desire,
Is your fondest wish to find
I wish to inspire,
Your tortured, restless mind
To Thrive in an eternal damnation,
On the bodies of our long lost fellows,
That has been our undead lives’ ambition,
Walking forever in the world’s shadows.
We seek out the thief and the murderer,
Fulfilling our insatiable blood lust,
Killing slowly letting death register,
Taking them before fate does, as we must.
Thief, take heed in the dark shroud of the night,
You’ve asked for death you can give up your strife,
Do not rush death you will soon see the light,
For in God’s eyes you have given up life.
Beware my alluring sinister smile,
As we meet at the end of the dark mile.
Damned to my own existence
Full of guilt that thrives
Like an old, strong pestilence
Feeding off other’s lives
It is hell to feel this pain
And any love is just a narcotic
For, from happiness there is little gain
When your lovers all turn psychotic
Red surrounds me; I must end this
I have no real reason, no real place
I slash viciously at my wrists
But my body mends the broken space
My conscience mocks me in the form of my master
“You’re invincible,” in a world of demons with faces like plaster.
Tangled in lies that twist around me
Like a spider web. These people don’t understand
Who I can be. I can be cruel, a liar.
But they still love a monster, you’re looking at it.
With fangs and an innocent smile, childlike eyes.
But full of dark knowledge. Tempt and torture
A mother of death and twisted dreams
The devil in a pair of baggy blue jeans.
I see you love me, believe I love you,
But hate, it’s too late, is all I can give
In me happiness gets torn to shreds.
Become addicted, sin is the new drug
And I’m just a clever dealer, try a dose.
If you count the bodies, the numbers are in blood
It drips from my body, stains my brown hair
Bet you see the indifference in my blood red stare.
If you love me you’re a masochist
Better watch out, pain is me, I’m a sadist
There is no demon inside, the demon is me.
The mask is just a figment of my beauty.
So, if evil has a pretty face,
Seems to have no real place,
Will you let it sit with you?
And pretend to love you through and through?
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