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When I was 14 I started into self mutilation and not long after I was diagnosed with Depression. The docter put me on anti depressants, which I'm still on today but a much higher dosage. I am now 18 and I have recently started into councelling.

My first relationship was piontless, the second was a mistake and became too seriouse. He turned out to be quite violent, attempted to strangle me many times and worst of all he raped me. I just came out of another relationship with a man who was very kind to me, he was nothing like my past boyfriends. He would never dream of ever hurting me but we both decided that we are better off as friends due to differences in opinions and lack of fealings for eachother.

I am an artist, it's what I live for. I assist teaching art classes to children from the ages of 7-12. I also love animals and I'm almost always surrounded by them seeing as I live on a farm.

Most of the people in my life have stabed me in the back or hurt me in some way, for those who haven't it's likely because I don't open myself up to them. I have a hard time expressing myself and rarely tell people how I feel. I also have a sort of social phobia. I'm affraid of crowds, small spaces, being cornered, and being emotionally alone.

If there are any other things you would like to know just ask, I like to chat.