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A vampire's life cold and dark.

A vampire's life a lonely existance.



My life is a hollow grave dead ground.

The moon kisses while the sun stings and burns.



A vampire's life is dark and dence never dying but never seeing.



We are feared but then what do we fear?

We have everything but it turns out we have nothing.



They want to be us, but in a vampire's life they want death.

Night by night,

Day by day,

The eternal clock ticks silently,

Waiting for a reprieve.

To take a mortal life.

Let it be by accident, choice or intention,

Life ends as quickly as it has begun,

The pitiful mortal sits silently; passively.

Waiting for the inevitable scythe of the grim reaper;

To crash down upon their miserable heads.

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DiamondDragon
18:58 Apr 23 2010

they are merely fodder for those of the dark

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I am the naughty Girl

Who got a vibrator for a toy

(think i'll use it to give me joy)



I am the perverted freak

I've got the chains and a whip

(please don't think of me as a creep)



I am the one with a deviant mind

I enjoy it most when you cry

(please believe me, it's not a lie)



I am the sadistic whore

Spanking is what I adore

(so please be mine I implore)



I am the shy little bitch

I'm not a witch

I write lots of lust here and there

So love me if you really DARE !!

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DiamondDragon
19:02 Apr 23 2010

it takes all kinds to make up this world my sweet so stuff 'em if they cant take a joke

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I am dying.

My soul is dying.

My heart is dying.

My mind is dying.



I feel numb

There is no reason to go on

I thought, perhaps that there was one

But I know there isn't anymore



Dead. Cold. Alone.

Nothing fascinates me anymore

Even the moon is deserting me

The moon who I adore



Mars, bright star, eerie silence

Who are you?

You are about to leave us

Never to be seen by these human eyes



Pained. In torment

I do not understand this

I thought I had found my calling

Perhaps it is still there. Flickering



Dying flame, precariously quavering

Slight breeze, but enough to extinguish

If desired

If wished upon



Talk to me

Utter golden words

Dark words, thoughts

Anything



I am not quickened anymore

Terrible Rhythm has passed

Nothing remains

I am nothing, empty, I reflect nothing.



I know nothing

I am nothing

Feel nothing

I cry



What do I cry for?

I do not know

I cannot know it

Or else I'd be there



Tortured

Torn Apart

Tears aren't enough

Useless



It is as if I am dead

Brain dead

Auto-pilot

No sense of anything



Robotic

Dead

Mechanical

A steel heart



It shall not beat

The beat that it once had

Life will cease

Convictions, I lack them.



Lacking alot

It seems

But that is what

Happens to the dead



Once they succumb.

A flash of skin, a glimming in your eyes

as your arms wrap around me

the heat is growing



a kiss of fire, a temptating smile

as we get closer and closer

the desire is growing



a touch of electricity, a soft moan

as our bodies unite

the passion is growing



a moment of pleasure, a fading world

as we consume each other

the fire is growing



a fact of live, a breaking heart

as we return to reality

the pain is growing



a lack of love, a ruined life

as fate still owes us so much

the anger is growing



another change, nothing to lose

as we walk our path side by side

there's so much to share



allow us peace for once

we've lost enough

and won't let go again

for all the times i bled you

you loved me more

for all the times i gave you tears

you cherished me

for all the times i snatched away your happiness

you gave me more smiles

for all i the times i tortured your soul

you healed me with your love

for all the times i broke your heart

you cared for me more

for all the times i made you fall down

you were there to catch me

you never once showed the scars you took from me

the pain, the hurt the tears

and still loved me un-conditionally

for what i did to you

do i still deserve your love?

do i still deserve to be with you?

do i? do i? do i?

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DiamondDragon
19:08 Apr 23 2010

and the dawn finally breaks

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I can feel the smoothness of your skin

My lips brush against your hair

And follow the curve of your neck

The same thing always brings me back here

I'm addicted

I can feel your heart beating so hard

Your pulse I can feel at my lips

I let my teeth tear at you

You sink into me

I'm addicted

It's like floating, the feeling created

You become part of me once again

The moistness of your skin, the blood and just you

I'm addicted

My lips go to meet yours and you take yourself in

The bitter-sweet taste and I'm yours again

Forever addicted.

When life is hard

And days are long

Think of me

And you'll be strong



Know I love you

Know I care

Know I'd be with you

Anywhere



Love is strong

Make no mistake

Once you give

You must take



Life and Death

Sister and Brother

You cannot have one

Without the other

An erotic night in which she had planned

As I gave in to her every demand

Her skin like milk and body so cold

My soul once mine has now been sold

Her eyes they glowed in the pitch black room

With a smile on her face to seal my doom

Her nails so sharp she scraped down my chest

My blood then trickled onto her breasts

We shared our blood in the passion and fire

A taste so sweet that we both now desire



I can see her face in every candle flame

All I ask is to know her name

I knew right then we were meant to be

because the girl I loved was cursed like me

For she hates the morning and loves the night

Our lust increase's by the fires light

She hunts like an animal as she stalks her prey

For the victim she gets will never see another day

She fed on the innocent and her feelings were blind

Until she confronted another of her kind

It was I she had met and with no regret

We pierced each other to start the bloodlet

Our wounds so deep the blood would not stop

We kept our lips locked and enjoyed every drop

A whole new world that she didn't see

We now share together for all eternity

It was beauty

It was all of Nature's glory in one form

But then, suddenly,

I realized that it was all wrong

This was darkness, not light

And this form murdered innocents

This thing melded with the night.

Towards death this form hints

A vampire.

Could I trust something so wrong?

I tried to do my best

I had not loved for so very long

You know all of the rest

This form is not as they say

It is vulnerable and it is weak

For its undeath it will always pay

For redemption it's cursed to seek

A vampire.







That is why it protects me.

That is why it cares

It took long for me to see

Past the cloak he always wears

But the passion I found there

Is something you would not believe

To see its real self is rare

Because to humans it will always be

A vampire.

I have come here

Just to inform you...

I'm NOT sorry,

For what I shall do.

I have no guilt

Nor shame,

For leaving you

To your life game.

Life holds nothing...

Nothing for me.

No purpose.

Only misery.

I'm in debt.

I'm in pain.

I cry, knowing

I'm not sane.

Cause I see me dead.

A grewsome scene.

My knife in my throat.

The bloodiest of dreams.

My love will find me.

He'll call the police.

But I'll be long gone,

Still wishing for peace.



No one gives a fuck.

No one will care,

While at my corpse,

They'll stare.

Just another one.

Another fucked up kid.

You're better off

With what I did.

I went quiet.

I went alone.

I went to find

A new home.

I'm with the others.

Those like me.

Helpless, lost, dead...

Gathered alone in our misery.



I know.

I'm going to hell.

But it's probably

Just as well.

Mom. Dad.

I loved you.

I just don't know

What else I can do.

I'm sick of hurting.

I'm sick of crying.

I'm sick of all the

Pieces of me dieing.



I'd feel empty

If not for the rage.

If not for all this hate

Pushing me to this stage.



Luke...

Fuck you.

You took away

All I knew.



Johnny...

Fuck you...

You drove me

To this too.



All of you.

You could see.

You all knew what

Was happening to me.

You watched me.

Losing my mind.

So all you fucks...

Leave your jokes behind.

You're all responsible.

You could have stopped this.

But you never cared.

You all wanted this.



The time has come.

This is what I need to do.

I just needed to leave

Something for all of you.

I hope you enjoy this.

I wrote it just for you.

This is it.

My final "FUCK YOU!"

With blinking adoration

Amongst those stars

Your eyes

I admire the most



Dear angel of blue eyes

Allow my simple

Words nibble

On to the core

Of your heart

Bones as white as the pale moonlight



Blood as dark as the satin of night.