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Everyday I feel this burning sensation building inside of

me. Since the day he said "Sam, we have a problem" the

pain started. I see different things that remind me of

him and I break down in tears. Then Karie would be home

and then I felt free from the pain. I could go on and on

about how I felt about it. And now I can't anymore I have

to keep everything trapped inside. When he told me that

he was going out with her. I died a little inside, I

cried inside until I was alone. I told Karie that I

didn't care if they were together but I can't take it.

Why did it have to be her? I couldn't careless if it was

anyone else but just the thought of them together makes me

crazy. Everyday I put on a happy face but inside I'm

crying so hard I shake.