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Hey, First off let me thank you for stopping in here. If you dont like people who ramble about their problems then it would be best if you stop reading, right about.....now. If you dont mind then go ahead and continue.

I dont know how to write somthing like this i usually bury feelings like these deep within myself no matter how heavy they get to carry, but lately i have not been able to hide this aweful feeling, this depression. I dont know why i feel it, but i do. And i know that it truely is depression because if it wasnt then i wouldnt be trying my hardest to get away from those i love, i even push away my family and closest friends...i have never done that before. Lately all i yearn for is to be alone, i dont want to eat, drink, read, sleep, nothing just lay there and wait for the next day to come. Im even wondering if cutting myself would releive some of this sorrow.

If you have any ideas or anything you could tell me that would be great. Thanks for reading if you did im sorry if it wasnt what you expected.