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I have undertaken a new project. I am finding text for THE MESSAGE bible on the internet and putting it in InDesign where I can export it as a PDF. Then I will read it on my PSP, which I can hopefully use when I go to church. But it's going to take a while to complete.

I was able to put these cool programs in my PSP. Now I can read ebooks in the form of PDF or text files and the Holy bible as well. I even got an mp3 player in there too. PSPDA is sort of an organizer program that sort of works as long as you stick to the address book, calendar, and clock. Don't even touch the music and image option and the PSP will not have to experience a hard reset.

My mother took my grandmother out to dinner for Mother's Day at Kabuki. I tagged along, as usual. My grandfather paid. We didn't invite my uncle because he usually causes drama (makes a scene, causes conflict). It was a pleasant supper, but it seems that my uncle was still able to cause problems despite the fact that he wasn't even there, because from what I hear, he is offended that we did not invite him. I have no sympathy for people who get offended over the littlest things. Okay, so we didn't invite you to dinner. Boo Hoo! Get over it and move on with your life.

I have decided I cannot hangout with my friend. Most of what she says seems all negative to me. Life is complicated enough without people telling you what you can and cannot do. Who invited them to takeover my life? And the worst part is that you probably can't get the person to shut up.

Have you ever had a friend who imposes themselves on you? I DO. this friend (if I can call ehr that), is a health nut. I feel she has tried to impose her nutritious diet on me. I assume she is not a dietician. She puts down just about everything I do. She badmouths Zumba, saying people have gotten hurt from it and that she doesn't trust South America. Is that racist or what?

How many times have I heard her cry out, "Don't eat that!" when I go to buy dinner. It is freaking irritating. One cannot even fellowship and enjoy their meal. I do not think she has a right to do that to me. Do you think it has ever occurred to her that there is no such thing as a "one size fits all" diet?

More worse, she wants me to clean her house. UGGGH! Even though it is for a fee, I will not do it. Some things I just will not do.

But I feel if I start saying no, she'll start to judge me. For example, she offered to give me food, said I'd lose more weight that way. If I say no, she'll judge me saying that i don't really want to lose weight. I am so pissed off!

Days exist when I have stayed up until dawn. I sleep for at least 12 hours. If I play my cards right, I can even go without lunch and my body won't care because it is asleep and I am too unconscious to notice.



Sleep, my own, sleep....