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Boy do I love it there.



Its such a nice place and the road is so scenic.



This year I finally did what I told myself I was going to do....



I entered the Jackson Hole Fiddle Contest.



It was a great experience, even though I didn't win. It only hurt when everyone said "The judges are just stupid. You deserved that prize."



I knew I didn't. I was in the Juniors division there, and I was surprised at the skill that I was faced with. I was proud of my performance, and proud that I went through with it. Its definately something I want to do next year.



And now I know what I'm up against.



All of the other fiddlers in my division were extreamly skilled. It scared me. Especially since I really only heard one of their preformances, and that guy didn't even place.



He was extreamly skilled, and I thought he did better than I did. I was able to hear him as I was attempting to prepare for the second round, with the two guitarists that I had only met before the first.



After my first round two of the girls that had placed (1st and 2nd) had told me that I did wonderful, but their perfomances absolutely blew me away.



I was honestly surprised they even spoke to me.



No holds Barred was an excellent round, and I can see how entering that would benefit someone. Plus, It seems like alot of fun. ;) I'm pretty sure I'll do that next year.



Anyway, It was fun, and I think everyone should try to do something like that! Its a great experience!

Its weird how my life seems to work. I talked one of my dads 21-year-old employee. Everyone thinks this guy is a total criminal with no life cut out for him, but he's just being a guy.



I talked to him about the Idiot that I've been having issues with. All of a sudden, I walked up and the problem guy didn't even say hi! I was surprised, so I figured my dads employee must have talked to him.



It turned out he did. He talked to him about how dating someone my age could lead to Twenty years in prison... or more. And he told him that he has to give me time. He let him know that he has to let me decide.



But then of course, lacking the ability to take a hint he said, "So I'll date her in three years."



Three years? Fat chance. It seems that he's going to stay in the same tiny town forever, while, as for me: In three years I plan on graduating high school, and attending college. Possibly at my states college or maybe even Notre Dame university.



The Idiot really is an okay guy, it just really started to irritate me when all of a sudden he want to go out with me, and is willing to break the law to do it...



And the fact he's the only guy that has actually seen me in a Bikini. Ugh.



I feel like my life is still in that down-grading slope to doomsville, but maybe doomsville isn't really that bad.



Yeah, the School year is coming up, and I'm hoping I can talk to the guy that I've liked forever. Maybe then the Idiot will finally be off my back forever. I may even be able to get rid of him when I go dress shopping for homecoming.



Even if I can't talk to the "guy of my dreams," I'll still have some potential for the future.



And eventually, I know that I can finally talk about hot Male actors, without the threat of them being assasinated.

Inside story.

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I HATE THIS! I am so tired of this behavior that I am getting. The 18-year-old IDIOT is going to stay at my house tonight, or so I've heard.



I'VE GOT TO LET HIM DOWN!



He's kinda retarded. Really slow. I really have been ignoring him, staying away from him when he's around, but he can't pick up the hint.



He obviously doesn't know how to talk to girls; at all. My brother stayed at his house one night. He called me from my brothers phone and instead of asking politely if he may give me a call he said "So I'll be calling you sometime, because now I have your number." OH MY GOD! THERE IS A REAL PROBLEM HERE!



THen he went and asked my sister, "If I went out with your sister what would you let me do?" OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!



Yeah, I think I'm going to turn him down soon, but I'm not quite sure how. Ideas?

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ladySnowStrixx
01:27 Jul 23 2009

ok its very obvious that he can;t take a hint , so the only thing left to do is get someone to play your boyfriend or just tell him it ant gonna happen in your like time or his,

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School hasn't started yet, and thats the only way I can get in contact with the guy I really like. I've planned all summer to ask him to homecoming, But then an 18-year-old IDIOT came along. I really don't want to make him feel bad.



This "18-year-old Idiot" is a really good friend of my BROTHER! And one of my friends brothers. THERE IS A PROBLEM HERE!



At this point, I don't feel like I have someone crushing on me, but I feel like I have a full fledged "STALKER!" He comes to my house, and when I seek my own room for privacy, he stands outside my door and talks to me from there.



Honestly, the only nearly nice way that I feel like I can let him down is to A) Get together with some guy or B) Punch him in the nose and tell him to screw off. THATS HOW MUCH HE'S IRRITATING ME!



I don't want to be mean, but I do. I want to make him break down into tears, cry and move thousands of miles away to stay away from my wrath. OR I want to be nice, let him down easy, tell him we can be friends, and allow him to continue coming over.



The mean side's kinda winning right now.



CONTINUALLY I think about this guy I've liked since seventh grade, no matter who I'm around. But then, The idiot shows up again.



I thought I'd gotten rid of him, ignoring his calls all the time, keeping away from him... EVERYTHING! BUT HE STILL COMES!



I seriously need help. Preferably before someone gets hurt.

My life is like a totally messed up love story.



This guy that my brother hangs out with suddenly decided that he likes me. I understand but theres one problem. He's 18. I'm only fifteen and looking forward to my Sophomore year. I don't have any issue with the law, and I'm okay breaking it, but theres a comfort issue involved. Not only that, I was going to ask the guy I've liked since 7th grade to go to homecoming with me.



THIS ISN'T FUNNY!



Now I'm practically stuck in a love triangle. Theres the guy who likes me, and the guy I like. I'm just stuck in the middle.



My sister owns a pendulum. I've been using the thing lately, and I feel like I've figured out whats happening in my life. The only problem is that I haven't. According to my sisters dearest pendulum the guy I've liked for so long likes me back, wich, in my situation, sucks.



I can't figure out what to do at this point. I guess right now I'm just a little irritated, and need a time out.



I'll keep posted.

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birra
00:29 Jul 02 2009

It really doesn't seem like that difficult of a situation... you're 15. Pick which one you like more, tell the other to buzz off. Odds are, whichever way you go, the relationship will end within a year and everyone will move on...

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morbidcuriousity
01:54 Jul 08 2009

You are young. Sit down and think about which one you like the best. You are the one who has the power to decide the one you are to be with.

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