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hit me beat me,

you know you want me,

feel my flesh under your nails,

riping and tareing untill blood runs down my back,

it satisfies me,

come on induldge me,

this is my own little fanticy,

bite thru me till blood poors from me,

dont worrie this dosnt hurt me,

hold my arms,

pin them down,

bind me if you will,

take contorl i dont want you to let go,

I feel your breath apon my nacked neck,

you tease me,

go on bite me,

let me bleed make me feel,

hit me beat me,

go on induldge with me,

devour me im your completly,

bite thru me, comeon baby make me bleed,

induldge me please.

A feeling of utter exceptence,

never fadeing no matter what the cercomstancese,

someone to alwasys understand the emotions that burn thru you,

i desire a friend no acters need aply,

i do not need another person telling me lies,

a person i can consol my deepest of fears,

without judgesing me,

excepting all that i am,

understading all my flaws,

never wanting to change me in anyway,

is the person i seek avoiding me,

or is it you do not egzist,

wanting a frined,

someone true and as fucked up as i,

speding everyday together,

never bored never worried about being cought in a lie,

a friend is all i ask for,

nothing more nothing less,

a friend is what i long for,

is there any left........

What i ask for is simple

nothing to hard to convay

but you see the problem is becomeing more clear day after day,

what i long for,

and what i desire,

is an idea so far lost in are generation,

i fear ill never know the feeling of completion,

to have the warmth of love

to look forward to a kiss

to have memmories of us together passing gracfully thru time,

i doubt ill ever find my love,

i fear he has long sence died,

ill stand alone thru out time,

never breathing,

yet never to die,

mabey ill just wait to watch the sun rise,

for the first time.

-sex love confusion hate suicide



Sex louers you in with promises of taking away the depression

And loneliness over shadowed by pain

Little do you know it’s all a trick

Love tossed around in confusion

For no one knows the meaning of the word anymore

It’s tossed around in the simple hopes of gating down your pants

The glue that hold this kayo tic life together confusion

All around us it lies

Pushing its way thru just when you think everything will be aright

You hate yourself for the person you’ve become

You hate those who led you there

And left you to die here

All that’s left now is suicide

That will stop the endless tears at night

Just grab that knife

Go on commit suicide

No one will miss you when you forever close your eyes

Not one person will cry

It’s the answer to everything

Sex love confusion hate suicide

Play over and over again in your mind

Sex lourind in by the promise of love causing deep confusion

Leading to everlasting hate met with suicide

It’s the only way to make everything aright.

Let me go,

Let me fall.

Watch as it breaks though the surface,

Smile as the blood trickles down my skin,

A puddle of life is born,

As i lay dieing among the dyed red floor,

i hear the laughter,

Faint yet undeniably real,

Though my body is weak I can still feel,

As the essences of life is draining slowly from me,

I feel you standing over me,

Peering down and my defenseless body you begin to beat me,

Why? I haven’t fathomed the answer to that yet,

I feel my own body beginning to become bruised with deep colors of back and blue,

I owe all this pain to you,

I relies tonight i will die,

I have not the strength to cry,

Im relived in the fact the pain has become so intense im unable to now feel anything,

I know im nearing the ending,

I embrace death,

For i know i can not defeat the person which is so adamant on killing me,

So ill close my eyes,

And seats to breath,

As I feel my heat skipping beats,

Slowing to a stop,

He’s task is done

He’s killed me,

Now only a lifeless body is remaining,

My name will not be remembered

My memory will cease to exist,

As my body decays, all memory of me will quickly fade away.