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Forever Alone
05:44 Dec 16 2009
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Deep inside he feels a burning

a burning towards something far.

Heart pounding in an endless cycle

blood through the veins of death.

Night calls to him as the moon rises

his senses desolate to the pain.

Redness falling around him

his eyes unknowing of his place.

He is one who has been hurt

but also hurt another in his rage.

Alone again in the corner of space

he dies another death of loneliness.

For this is not the first time here

but wishing it hadn't been again.

Will the pain ever stop returning

will his heart ever beat true.

The will shattered by another

to go on just becomes more painful.

To find someone who understands

but knows what he's looking for.

To find a beauty among the lost

one who excites him truly.

A promise waiting to be kept for life

for what he needs is truth.

Is she out there he asks himself

will she come to him with love.

Alone and falling deeper in to blackness

hoping to be revived in to beauty's arms.

Broken and beaten once more

wondering how much he's really cared about.

Loneliness even among others

looks to have become his calling.

To see others happy and walk the world alone

raging to the painful beat of death.

One more ending and no one seems to care

for that is the life of the lonely to bear.

~Canceriangryffin 12/15/2009~