So 4 nights ago I had a night mare, Joshua walked in on me laying with Charles (clothes on) but he said he didnt receive my letters and they were both angry and felt betrayed. The night after, Craig knew Charles and again he felt betrayed. And I was left sad and alone. The third night I was on a ship with stac Jord and maybe sandra trying to get somewhere we were not safe, there was this lil lizard thing helping us out too (weird not scary)
REALITY
Yesturday I received a letter that I had $4,219 in the bank. I did, it was put in June 9th. I spent 3000 already paying off my lawyer ($900)and cox ($700) I bought a baby ball python with kit and front line ($400) walmart $200 stopandshop $70 and then back to petco today $100, heat $200 and I have botu a lil under $100 left. So Yeah I was souped and happy. I am still. Got $1200 in the bank and receive $730 next week. Cool. Remme goes to the vet next week too. I got an apt tomo with my fall river public defender Ms Rene Brown. I havent been feeling well, I had a headache all yesturday and last night I am nausous and gasey now too. G2G Had to record my dreams and that money that appeared. (I also paid uncle rays bank bill took him and uncle tom out to dinner. it was fun.
LATER WITH LOVE
So court was rescheduled to July 1 for stabbing Sean. I have gottne letters from joshua and sent one out telling him the truth of me and Charles, the stabbing adn my life. Charles and I are doing well and I am happy about it I am sad for betraying them both and letting Joshua go. I went to Prov with Jacob today for him to be drugte4sted by family ct and he came out negative, we then got on the same bus as Lacey and Capri but tried to kepp civilized chat. It was chatting bicker but was not too hostile, I put a smile on my face and listened to both sides, not believeing either one in actuality I listen to Jacobs mom for the truth in the kaitlyn custody battle. Kaitlyn caught heasdlice and everyone went crazy about it. I have fleas at home again and must go to PETCO to deflea my home. I want Charles now and a boge but ive been supplying his now so he has none. I am exhausted, cramps kept me up all night, (NOT PG-PERIOD.) and had to get to busstop at 8:05 bus came at 8:45 Jacob read wrong timing. I have a lot of $change and $25 owed to me. I want minutes but not now. I was selling bud for 3 days how long it lasted but its all gone. I need to go finish my day...CARMELLA
Court tomo got to sleep at stac tonight and no one is going with me, mom cursed and screamed at everyone for not being there for me and its all BS! I dont depend on anyone so whatever, i stabbed her bf (ex or baby father) for beating her up and jord got pink eye and no sitter for jay so understandable but not good. We will see, i got the neighbor's boy Stone at my side alot and im his official sitter now. Cool! I just saw Jacob and Kaitlyn at the park and now at library printing out school pricing for RI HOUSING so they know im in school and paid fo rit...G2G
HEADACHE AND BACKACHE Stones fam had me up all night fighting through my bedrm wall, Stone slept over so he slept through the night mostly. Charles adn i had a fight but made up. details later if ever
Carmella
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