UPS AND DOWNS> IM STRESSED TALKING TO GOD HAVING NIGHTMARES WITH COOL PIECES IM SICK WTRESSED I NEED MY OWN PLACE
I love Joshua I am in the wrong when Nathan lovea me. im sad...im content here. home online and ups and downs nightmares with nprazosin got flu shot cuz my nuerologist DR RANDALL KOZEL THE BEST. im poor so i like to point out my favorite most helpful doctors. He been my nuerologist wince my first seizure about11 years ago. hes up g2g
I slept at ambries a few times and went to BURLINGTON (YES GO ANS YOU WILL BRAG ABOUT IT) he accused me of doing nasty things he worded em screwed up with other boys. makes me agitated. He makes me happy when i walk in and can makeout with him to release all my negativity. He good, just schitzo and can get up high over your nerves. He sleeps now and I write online. With some music tim mcgraw this second. I want to be happy...I want my happy ever after...
ILOVEYOU JOSHUA
I am surviving here on my own like a lady i guess
waiting for you forever
Halloween night nathan dressed up (army outfit) and I dresed as sorceress witch without a hat i looked hot so did he...We hung out at chris and it was ok, borin gas hell about it.
The military matters, from my bff Ernie Ehle to
(REX)Paranzino and Joshua it hits you when your loved ones get involved. GOD BLESS OUR TROOPS! So starting fafsa college forms with kim im happy start it. Nervous cuz i want to start ccri in january classes. Nightmares out of control doc-psychiatrist blood pressure pilll for nightmares, not working, next friday tell them take me off em. I twitch now alot, others probably notice, a lil out of hand and the voices squeks cant make words out but i hear em male woman. Nathan sees something in me an doesnt say but i see he sees me in pain-love with JOshua...i believe...unless he is as dumb as he plays it.
ILOVEYOU JOSHUA
I am just surviving and i will do what i got to get by in this world,
nightmares in
twitches
voices
aches
positive =
home
security
bed
food
arms and words and everything I picture its Joshua anyway
school starting up 2012 fall or second semester
mom- home moving dec 1
janie moving too
stacy bitch ignorant of her family
im up and down life does that
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