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This Pain
12:57 Apr 18 2008
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This pain.
It’s beating through my blood.
Drowning in secrets.
Searching for love.
Or maybe it’s just me
Corresponding in hateful stares.
There all around me
Everywhere.
This Pain.
Why is this happening?
What’s happening to me?
Am I finally being granted that threatful wish?
No, please not now.
I don’t wish to die today.
Suicide, Homicide.
I don’t think about it anymore.
Spare Me!
Oh and how it burns me.
Oh so deep inside.
Its killing, Threating, Standing me.
Wanting me to die.
….I hope its wish isn’t granted.
I wish not to forget.
Those teachings that they taught me,
When I was in that room.
The people that I met.
The things I used to do.
Oh, how grim the days used to be.
How normal that they are becoming now.
The Gruesome thoughts I used to have.
The Vivid thoughts I have now.
People call me crazy.
I hear it every day.
Are you blind?!
I’m normal!
Why can’t you see that!?
No! I wish not to die today.
No! I cannot bare the sound.
Yes, I might not be perfect.
No one is, it is impossible.
but Im second thinking that statement.
For, if I’m expected to be perfect.
I’m expected to take all this stress that makes me sain.
I just want to escape from this world.
Go somewhere else for a change.
Just leave all this hell behind.
God, how I yearn for that one day.
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