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Almost my birthday...Party Time?!?! Of course...Nothing to worry about anymore, the hell with It all!! Happy almost Birthday to me...happy Almost Birthday to me...Happy Almost Birthday Alex, Happy Almost Birthday to me...well, just abot 4 hours away, this Sunday....anyone cares?! Of course not!! Bye!!

Why are people the way they are? Can someone explain it to me? I fucking doubt it, Im sick of having to deal with a lot of things, I just want to drop dead and die, would be very simple, but no...of course not, because Of stupid reasons, and Im still here, It would be the end of it all...problems, people, feelings of hurt ...all that bull. I try and be the best for the person...and I get nothng back, just ignored, this is by most of the people, loved ones even, this is why I keep to myself, find ways to get out reality for a while, I dont tell anyone about how I feel. For what? To be ridiculed? Talked behind my back? Id rather keep it all botled in...Now I see why some look forward to death, because they know how harsh can be...fuck it all. I have to do something about it sometime...cant keep going like this for ever.

These stupid feeling we get at times...Why? It sometimes takes us to think of the worst..and at times, can play, what looks like Its all a trick of the mind....when Its true, and you dont seem to take it. Its all bullshit...we can experience feelings we never though were possible, this is what we humans are weak to, and tortured by at times.

I hate it when Im fucking right...since I have the stupid tendencies to think of the worst...not sure why, but when Im right about something, Its never good.

Once again, Im back, and trying to really type this right now...due to some long necked beauty. Grrr....Im very somewhat weird right now, and able to say what I want. Some people out there are trying to mess wirh all I have right now, well, Its not going to happen, i dont knwo wht anyone wouold want to read this, but the hell with it, I dont care, i can write what I want. WHAT?!? I cant!! You cant sya what I cant and can do perosns! What was I sayoing, or typing? Damn...anyways, something about some people and taking away what I hold dearly. I wont allow it, Ill do everything in my power to stop it, I know your out there jagofs!!! My one an d only love, her name is Amber...yes, love is weird to me I guess, I dont know, cant think staight! NOOO! the foam hs risen to the top! Damn it...i did this carp before, came out and spilled over me. Anyways..uhhh...tie to my beauty. Bye person, and love.

Hello person reading this...why is it people think your ignorant to everything? Its dealt with by everybody...I, myself, am tired of it, Im used to it, so Im able to ignore it, whats the point of changing other peoples views on you? Anyways...the, whatever, fuck this for now...need to get to my Long Necked Beauty for now, Ill fix this some other time I guess.

Hello people....finally got this stupid piece of shit computer back. I am in a very bad way...please dont annoy me with stupid shit. Lately...a lot has been happening to me, everything is hitting me all at once, I dont feel like getting specific in anything, fuck it all, EVERYTHING. Just as people have done to me, I will do the same...