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Well I am up at 5 am upon my computer, dreading a rather unwanted visit to the doctor in fear of the answers I might receive. But at the same token, I feel the ever so small and nearly doused flame of strength is trying hard to win me over inside. I am not sure what I will do once I know but to keep living life to its absolute fullest if I am able. Though I will say life has been both generous and cruel, it all is a matter of how you take it and the action that follows. I can hope for the best but never be naive to the realities and paths that lay before me.