I know we have nightmares or disturbing dreams. But usually when I have one there is a forsight connected to it. Being able to see and talk to the dead has its advantages and disadvantages. One of them is seeing things in dreams. I have solved murders threw my dreams and those of wich I wittnessed the murder or I was the victim.So some dreams are very unexplainable to what is the message.Or whom its for so I decieded to write it down. Maybe someone can see what i can not and help me solve it. The Canibal Ghost There Is the beautiful house. made of wood large windows and wide stairs.Huge pictured windows but for some reason after I get there I have to leave.I am being forced out me and my famlie wich consists of my husband and 4 childern. We are in a panic on a small island of distant houses along a water front a small comunity.The only way to use is by a cessna(and i know that was not spelt right)As we are loading the plane I noticed it was starting to get foggy.And i felt a deathly cold chill as the fog spread quicky across the water all around me i am surounded by trees and the ground is rocks. We loaded up the plane with all that we could take and it would not start.So we decided to sleep down in the main part of the house.There was a knock so I answerd it and 5 people came in and said that they were there to take the cabin. I had told them we could not leave because the batter on the plane was dead wich was completely weird because it was freshly charged.I had told them that they did not care they said they were there because the whole island had reported strange events.And had asked us if we had anything unusual happen.I replyed no we havent lived here long for my husband Jim had just gotten a transfer from his company.And this is a company house.Last night jims boss called and said we needed to leave and go back home because the previous owner was haveing this place burnt to the ground.And beings this was on trible land there was nothing we could do about it.THey started to set up cameras and said noting snaping photos and talking amunst them self. They made rude comments about our famlie.And i yelled back up the stairs I heard that stop bad mouthing us.I soon fell asleep and was violently shaken by one of the people,Hey wake up i was angry and said what is it!!! She backed up and said in the room with your girls did they say anything was bothering them noises? smells lights or anything?I sat up and said no they didnt say anything to me.Why well here and she handed me a picture.I went to see it in better light.I looked at the image I saw the closet,I saw a bed and a window I said i see nothing.And she said yes i know that is the before picture.Befor???? Yes before we started to ask is there any one here.And I looked and I saw what apeard to be a young boy A warrior he had on his face paint and was standing there holding somthing large in his arms and his mouth was coverd in blood.I said may i keep this?And she said sure.The next day early in the moring I ran to the trible council building.There I waited for the sherif.He was nice and had told me were i could find the local shaman.He gave me a ride to her place were she was out side welcoming the morning.She stood there with her feather and incense.Dressed in a beautiful ceramonal gown she faced the sun and as the sun rose it's lights bounced off of the glass beads on the dress.She looked like she had an aura around her.I help my breath and was amazed for a few minuites i could of swarn she had glowd white.She had said I have been expecting you.With out turing around.You brought something? I was startled and said yes and she turnd around she was very young.I was under the impression shamen were old.She could not of been more then 20.She smiled and said love i have been around a long time do not let this face fool you.Now then let me have it.I handed her the photo and she brushed the feathers acrossed it.And placed the photo in a bowl on top of burining sage.She put her hands up and more people come they gatherd in a circle.And the bowl was placed in the center of a medican wheel it was very big made by rocks.they all stood out side the circle raised their hands and said nothing.for a while there was complete peace no wind.When they were done they walked away and she did not touch the picture or bowl.I had said who is he?She had said someone i hope you do not meet.You are the people we asked to leave so we can make the land your house is on sacred again right?Yes what happend why my house not other around me.She said the others are to leave as well all 13 of the surounding houses and land they sit on are unholy once very sacred place.But long time ago a shamen wanted more he wanted to become something so he made a pact on the land and became apart of the land he became something horrible he was killed and so were his followers and they were burried there on that land and it was blessed to keep him In.Then the leaders of the tribe died and the youger people wanted to bring in more money and sold that land and houses were built. But the last 5 years there had been unexplaned murders and missing people on that land so we have decided to take back the land sorry you had to get involved.That land is so beauitiful.The picture of the young man blew out of the bowl and the lady said nothing good comes from that hurry back to your bussness the sooner you leave the better.I found my self back inside my house once again sleeping.I was awaken by a sound of something chewing.I walked up stairs with a flash light there i saw one of the people who had set up the camera coverd in blood so scared he could not scream.He staird like the thing was still in the room.I looked back at him and he had stitches on his leg and his arm and his face.I turnd and seen a person no shirt on long hair down his back bending over the sound of tearing and chewing was so loud i ran out.I then found my self on the beach and the moon boucing off the fog and i was in a white night gown.With bare feet just standing there then i found my self in an old wood shed I saw a frighted child holding a really old doll she was sitting in the corner I walked over to her and she was gone I was back in my house upstairs again.The man was gone the people were there sleeping or what seemed like they were sleeping.I shined my flash light the guy in the bed was gone and the others were gone the closet was open. And a horrid smell came from it.I ran out. I woke up my heart was raceing I could not sleep for about an hour after that It was like I was actually there I could see hear and smell things,And to clear things up a little bit I have 3 kids not 4 and my husbands name is Not Jim and i live in southern california in a city InLand this is one of my many dreams I have had concering this one ghost the young male only each story is diffrent but he is there.the same guy perhaps I am getting closer to solving who he is?Or is he sending me messages? |
![]() I have a reacuring dream from wich i do not understand.I find my self standing at an old coal shed.I can feel the wood smell the rain in the air.I can feel the wood under my feet i can hear the old boards crack.I walk father down and it gets darker the only light i see is that of the thunder.I reach a wall at the end of the shed.And on it was a news paper cliping of 8 minors missing.I hear soft fluttering like wings of a bird then i feel wind in my hair and a horid smell fills the air.Then I am flooded with bats hundreds of them flying out past me i now can not see,I run with my head down and i run in to something and i look down and i see feet.I am afraid i do not look up i tell them i am sorry.A cold hand touches my face and a soft low voic speaks to me as the hand pulls my face up ward.He tells me not to fear then speaks in an unknown language i feel safe i am cold so he takes off his leather jackt and puts it on my arms.He pulls me close I lay apon his chest i hear no heart beat i feel his cold skin.As his chin rests on my head its dark no lighting so i can no see his face i feel his hair hit my cheaks.I can smell him a strange smell of herbs or insence i am not famliar with.I am woken from his trance but the sound of snarling wolves I clean to him as he turns i can see barly out the door but knew something was there.A flash of light and there was a cicrle of them around the stairs he pushes me away from the door turning away from me so i can not see his face he tells me to stay.I am not moving i am froze in fear i watch him wakl down the steps and the wolves part.Another light flashes and the rain pours harder now.I could see another figure in the distance.He calls angrly to the one that was with me taunting him.I see him run and they are now fighting in the flash of lighting i see them i fear one will die.And as quickly as it had started it was over one was on the ground one over him with a hand in the air.He thrusts his hand to his chest and pulls out his heart and eats it.then kicks the body I see walking towards me a face coverd in blood he walks to me drops a rose lowers his face and leaves.And i watch him dissapear and i hear his voice say something carried on the wind in a language i do not understand.I woke up shaking to the sound of coyotes barking out side............... ![]() |
Last Night I had a dream rather a vivid nightmare.I was looking trew a terrified mothers eyes.
I found my self going to a gathering of a bunch of people familys with kids.Like a neiborhood block party.I had thoughts of this person and memories like I was her.She put down a lil girl and started talking to people then.She saw a woman taking some kind of pills chasing it down with beer.And she grabed that woman and shook her saying Mother weres Carie Ann???you were suposed to be watching her shes sick.
Her mother said oh shes home sleeping.And then my heart raced and I began to feel horrified I grabed (the woman grabed a stoler and the lil girl she walked in with)And asked the man who brought her mother to the party to take her back to the house.The woman did not know the address cause she and her daughters just moved there with her mother.The man was drunk and she decieded to call her sister(i saw a number on a paper)and no answer so she begain to walk.scared she ran to the police station to find her way back to the house.The police ran her mothers name and found that 3 days prier to her moving in there was a murder in wich her mother was a suspect.8 people arested and 2 dead and around 7:45 the neighbors made a complant about a woman screaming at a child and loud noises came from the house.They took her home she ran in screaming Carie Ann and ran past a table in wich a picture with the name Tara was writen on it and the pic was torn.She said thats her thats the lady.And Ran hysterically screamming over and over again Carie Ann finally all curld up in her bed was the small child and she picked her up she was wet from head to toe.Her mother woke her and huged and kissed her.Then the womans mother walked in all messed up and said i should of killed the lil brat when i had the chance.And I woke up I laid there shaking and then I heard a mans voice say Move and i jumped out of bed ran in to the ketchen and had a cig.I don't know but When i dream I don't see address or phone numbers or hear names this one is wierd but I am sure it's nothing.
Sometimes we go on our daly job or do our daly chours with out a laugh.Sometimes reading lables do not make sence.Like ok why do you drive on a parkway and park in a driveway?
This only gose to show that sometimes we even eat food that is the sameway.
My neighbors daughter came over to ask me for help opeing up a bottle of soy sauce.So she could eat her faviorite food sushi.I was concernd because raw fish to teens and children can cause harm even death.I said your eating raw fish she said no Its fully cooked.I said then your not eating sushi.She said thats what the box said i was eating fully cooked sushi.
so I have come to the conclusion that you know your in california when you buy fully cooked sushi.
As an invstagator I run across many stories some wich I think are hoaxes and some so bazarr that it's all most like meeting a 500 yearold vampire face to face.
One of my stories I actuall heard on a local T.V. station a few years ago and I have been trying to follow up on it but to no leads the storie remains a cold case but according to the FDA and the CDC the woman was contaminated with amonia in her blood.
So on with the storie A young mexican woman was brought to an undisclosed hospital in LA county complaining of stomach acks and was vomting yellow ooze and she smelt horrible like amonia CDC flew her in and closed the area wing.
Apon blood draw the nurse noticed yellow crystals in her blood and stoped the blood draw pulling out the needle she got sick and she to had simular symtoms.The lady died the nurse was treated but nothing more was told about her.apon atopsy 2 firemen and a CDC worker were affected by a horrible gas that came from the womans body they to had yellow crystals in their blood but no strange yellow vomit.The news followed this story till then and the anchor person said that they were sending the body for more testing but it was beleved that when the blood was tested the woman had injested Amonia.And when the final results to this case was brought out by the FDA and the CDC they would air it.Ok so every night I watched and went on line to look and no more was ever mentiond till i ran a cross an alien UFO site were someone had reported a rumor that a woman with yellow crystals in her blood along with 5 other people were moved to aera 51 because the woman was an alien........
And that her blood was deadly to humans and that the government knew who she and her family were they had given them a job and a place to live.....Ok now my thought on this???????
Was she alien I think so but more digging is needed because I think the government is doing things to us.....
A little investagation I will not post names this is a private as well as all my interviews just quetions and answers only.
This is very intresting and I never knew that of the jewish religion they are very to them selfs and not open as the christians.. I know vampires walk in the catholic church i supose dosent matter what religion you are because.
Vampires as I view it is Is not a religion but what you are.
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yes its called hermetic alchemy, The alchemist at the top of the illumaniti create (alchemize vampires and other beings. I only knoe this because I have intimate relations with the alchemist of the order of the dragon ( Frather imhotep Or Frather L V V O ( Mark Griggs ( North Carolina
Ever hear of It the so called Urbanledgend of the Exploding Jaw breaker???
Well It's not an urban ledgend.It happens heres why when heated over 100.C The core of the candy melts and expands and can super heat to 2,000.c and when your tounge or other cool liquids touch It bam boom."POP" and the liquid can burn So never put jaw breakers in the Microwave Most important never leave jaw breakers In a hot car then lick but if your evil and sick in the head great way to get even with some one you really hate and never want to see again.Why not for their birthday or christmas give them a hot jaw breaker PS.DO NOT TRY IT AND I AM NOT RESPONSABLE FOR INJURY OR DEATH CAUSE YOUR STUPID ASS TRYED IT.
It’s been a while since I last wrote but I am beginning to think I have a hungry ghost. In Tibetan Buddhism, a “hungry ghost” refers to someone with an insatiable yearning for information, stimulation and experience; a person who is always searching without rest. In many ways, this is the true of Hungry Ghost,Others believe Hungry ghosts are lost souls who yearn for earthly things. Such as food money or loved ones. In Asian country's they give offerings to the Dead in hopes that the spirits will cross over or become friendly.
The grudge Is an example of a hungry ghost. And there Is a true story behind It as well as the Exerciest. The true story of the grudge was made in to a movie called Ju-on
Jealous of his wife's love for another man, a teacher from her high school, a man brutally kills his wife and young son. Searching for the son who has missed a lot of school, the teacher enters their house, only to find the dead ghost of his mother, and consequently has a heart attack and becomes a ghost himself. The story goes on to tell of the new tenants of the house and what they experience, and an investigation by two police officers into why so many people are disappearing have come to believe that my hungry ghost Is lonely or in need of something so yesterday I Decided to see if my ghosts were in fact hungry and if they needed anything. I used my computer and a digital corder to ketch anything. Nothing was heard except a couple of door slaming.That was on the digi corder on the PC. It had 60 secs and some how taped only when we walked back in the door we had been gone for about an hour. The door slamming we heard we think and can not actually prove Was our dog hitting the back door. I don't think i found the hot spot in my place .Usually the ghosts don't make them self's knowing till night any ways. Oh well I tried I will continue trying.
To day mom called and we talked for an hour.And all of my live I was told exciept from her that I was a nut because I could see people who were not there.While talking we shared a few stories and nothing is more special then stories shared from mother to daughter expecially on mothers day.So I will post the stories in her words and my stories as well.In other pages of my rambles of a mad woman blog.
And I was told that I she Is a ghost whisperer and that her mother said she no longer disbeleved her.And she told me today that she needed to let me know I was one to and that she thought I was ready to hear it from her.
THanks mom after all I am 34 and now you tell me lol geese.Well It's starting out to be one weird and wacky mothers day but hey I now know I am not crazy
In my mothers words she tells this storie.
Ann a couple of years ago I had a sinis infection so Mom took me to the clink near Pioneer valley hospital (hosptial name not spelt right)And we walk in to the clinic and see an old woman knitting and behind them walked a spanish family thinking that was their grandma we said nothing.The little baby started giggleing and the woman talked to the child.THe child reached out her hands and wanted to be held.The mother was talking to the father not paying attention to the grandma lady.So she talked to me and addressed me as PatAnn she said hello PatAnn how are you ? how are the kids? thinking nothing of it nor that she knew my name I talked to her and my mother was next to me and tlaked to her as well.The couple got up and went to the back so did the old woman and then she came out and i asked are you the grandma?
Smiling she said no hun I just wanted to make sure they got there ok.And then she sat back and continued to knit.Then it was my turn she looked up and said have a good day PattAnn and it was nice talking to you.When we came out she was gone I didn't know her name so I asked the desk nurse what her name was.The nurse Looked up and said whos name?I told her about the old lady knitting she said she had not seen a woman to that discription sitting there.I got cold chills and looked at mom we said nothing.Mom put her hand on my sholder and said well PattAnn After what happend today I will not doubt that your a Ghost Whisperer and Ann ever since you were a little girl you have told me about people who were there and talking to people I did not see.
Ann you are stronger then me take care of your gift and continue to help people but tell no one.
Its a secret.I told her that i could not and that the world needs to know that there are those who are watching and listening and had things to say to loved ones.And she told me that if i told any one I would be commited I said to late lol I all ready was.And we laughed
I am a physical medium like my mother before me. which in lame mans terms. Because when I was 8 years old my step dad died and while walking up to the coffin and i am not sure if this happens at all funerals but there is a line of men you shake hands with I was shaking hands with relatives
my great grand father that passed away when i was about 6 i had forgotten about him till i shook his hand and looked up at his face a couple of other men but close to the casket was my step dad the casket was closed up till the time we as a family reached it .My mother had her hands on my shoulders saying Ann hurry up stop stalling I turned and said mom i am shaking hands with grandpa and I thought we are here for daddy shawns wake?She looked at me and said we are why do you ask? and she was angry with me but i didn't understand the loss of a partner at the time i didn't like my step dad any ways i said because i just shook his and he smiled at me. We reached the casket and they opened it and i looked in his eyes moved and he squoze my hand. I screamed so loud i started crying in hysterics cause i hated him so bad any ways i said what happened out loud i was ushered out in to the hall ways told it was natural for the nerves to jump after death i was not ok with it i said dudes still alive.
and i was not going to change my mind.
but that's not when i started seen the dead that's just what started me seeking answers to what it was that was happing to me
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