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I had this feeling for awhile that I wonder if I should tell my mom. I know he denied it but I think it is true. My mom been open to moving but I think he ate wrong food in order to not do this. I think he intentionally ate sugar because he knew it would land him in hospital. He is diabetic so yeah. The living situation the house flooring is coming up. I have not said anything to my mom about it. I mean he is getting to be like nanny. I mean I wonder to myself what would if me and dip out. I have detached from situation itself because it was only way I could survive another grandmother. It was bad with her alcohol problem and cigarettes problem. Now it is bad with sugar problems. Maybe he should go rehab for sugar because of it. It might help him. He doesn't have self control. I wonder about my sister she chose to disappear maybe it be best we disappear too. Maybe it force him take care of himself.

When i am bored? I shall paint random stuff. I can't say why that is. It is boredom that has gotten to me. Yes I paint tardas with sunflowers. It is because one episode of doctor who where he meet vincent van gogh. Yeah boredom has gotten to me. Well there is another thing going on with me my step father has cancer. The first stages. There is talk of us moving but not sure where. But my mom has some ideas.