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Alright time for a bit more about me.



I feel like going over four different likes this time in this order, Videogames Manga, Movies, and Books.



I love video games, I always have I've played quite a few different ones from arcade games all the way to Wii/ps3 games.



My liking of games varies upon my mood and what i'm kinda wanting to play, I enjoy some first person shooters (Clasic Doom, Spear of Destiny, can't think of anymore right now), third person games (Halo one Not really two or three, Bioshock, Dyansty warriors ext) , Roleplaying games, (Final fantasy, pokemon ext) Real time stragity games,(Clasic Starcraft, online starcraft 2 not story, Lego battle ext) I also enjoy online games though the loss of my own laptop has halted most of thos.



Currently I'm playing my DS mainly mario 64 and castlevania OoE, along with Pokemon Black and some Monster Rancher. The main game I'm waiting for is Dyansty Warriors Online to release in it's Beta phase so I'm really hoping for a Beta code for it when it's ready.



Other thing I'm enjoying is my Wii, mainly because I'm learning to do new things with it like playing homebrew games. I learned how to softmod it and am enjoying super mario wars.



I'm also into Manga of most or generally any kind, my main liking is Yaoi manga, scifi, fantasy, romance, adventure mainly anything that catches my eyes to name a few. Arm or Kannon, Happy Hussle high, Project Arms, Angel Scauancry, Sailor Moon, Digimon, D-Gray man, Mystory girlfriend X, well that's more then a few but I think ya'll get the idea hopefully XD I'm always up for hearing more manga's I should read.



As one would know if ya love Manga you'll probably enjoy Anime as well, my Anime likes are pretty much the same as my Manga likes though I've also seen some of Bleach, xxxHolic, Naruto, Blood the last vampire, pet shop of horrors, hopefully ya get my liking of anime lols XD Oh Ya Evangelion as well can't forget that. My main love is for an Anime/Manga that's really not afrade of killing or getting close to killing a character that they've either just interduced or one that has a shit load of back work into it making it more of a emotional kill when they actually kill the character off.



Movies.

Well truthfully I don't tend to watch much TV or movies, mainly I watch it when others are around or there's actually one I care to see lols XD.

I enjoy scifi, horror, fantasy, umm.... some very limmited comidys, ummm I can't think of anymore actually I enjoy some action but not a lot really...

My main faves for moves though are clasic horrors, ones like orgnial Freddy Kurger, Halloween, The Gate Phyco, Silence of the lambs. Though I'll admit I do enjoy some newer horrors though they arnt actually scary, mainly it's been ones like The Ring, or The grudged other newer horrors now a days seem like nothing more then a soft core porno with all the nearly or fully bare naked ladies in them which isn't really very interesting in a horror movie. (If I wanted a porno I would say fuck the porno and go pounce on my Fiance)



With Books I don't actually read a lot, I love to read but mainly the books I already know and love. Mainly by Anne Rice, Mercadies Lackie, umm person who did harry potter, I'm not actually good with authers names mainly just there books. Aka, harry potter, interview with a vampire, Magic pawn,promise,price, the mage wars saga, ummm that's all I can generally think of right now...



That's about all I can think of as well for this bit of info.

Something I've come to enjoy seeing on peoples comment pics or what not is a thing saying that they did not auto rate a 10 and that if your displeased with what they have rated you to message them about it.



Now to my knowlage only people who pay to be premium members get to see who rated them as what it seems like a kinda funny joke when you think about it.



I mean unless your a paying member you'll never know what someone else rated you so it's kinda slightly pointless to tell them that, 'if you don't like how they rated you to message them back about it and maybe they will change it.'



In truth you'll never actually know what they rated you in the first place,(Unless your a paying member.) I can however understand how a copy paste message like that could have to have it though I'm figuring that there might/might not be a way to tell who's a paying member and who's not I don't know lols.



I just thought this was kinda funny and wondered who else actually noticed this or if I'm the only one right now.



I also slightly wonder if people will understand what I wrote lols, I could understand how some people wouldn't understand what I'm talking about as when I write I write how my mind thinks commonly and sometimes that's kinda confusing in it's self.

Memories...



How do you see your memories?

When I think about it for me at least trying to remember things is like trying to pick up the peaces of a broken mirror... See to me we all have a mirror within us that holds our memories, for some like me that mirror is shattered so we don't remember much others can look into it with crystal clear reflection.



For me at least most of my memories the ones that I find are very sharp and painful, It's like picking up glass so sharp that when you remember you get cut deeply most of the time dropping the memory to be shattered further into the nothingness.



we all also remember things differently or I should say see memories differently for me it's all in third person which people tell me isn't right but it's how I see my memories.



Sometimes I really wish I had a really good memory and could remember all of my past but... I know if I could it would probably rip my mind to peaces and destroy it permemtly which wouldn't be good.



Emotions.

Emotions can and are commonly linked to memories at least for me they are... remembering something really painful generally shifts me back to that time to relive that pain and tormentation which really isn't fun, having a journal dosen't help with that either sometimes as things written like they are now can still hold and keep those emotions tell the end of time or at least until there deleted and forgotten forever.

"I've never been one for Journal's..." He sighs slightly as he shakes his head looking down at the keyboard.

"I've done a far to many of them to know how bad and or good they could turn out, why not start closer to a beginning so that people know only a tad bit more."



He shifts pulling back his hair and tieing it into a pony tail before he leans back and closes his eyes.

"In my time, I've had a Live journal though truthfully I had a Dead Journal first." He chuckles slightly. "For those who don't know it Dead and Live journal where the starting of online profiles sites like this and myspace and facebook I'm sure they orignated somewhere else but those are the first of what I can remember." He pauses for a moment only to drink from his cup before he begins again.



"Mainly I use to use Dead journal as a slightly personal journal of things I wanted to wright, I learned rather quickly though that when your friends have you friended you can't ever be as open as you may want or desire. There in Dead journal I actually found a vampire comunity however things didn't go well and I left."



He sighs softly as he shakes his head.

"I've always been the person back stabbed on sites like that, I didn't actually start a Myspace until a friend of mine who plays a game wanted me to, the same is said about facebook though I neglect both and don't journal crap in either of them."



He pauses again and smiles softly looking over at his phone pausing to write a message to his fiance before placing it down again.



"I guess I've kinda lost my train of though which happens from time to time, blame what my true hair color should be on that lols. I've been told I should of been born a blonde, I still don't really trust journal sites or some sites like this but idk guess it is worth a try and the least bad that will happen probably is that my account will one day be deleated from not being used. but I'll probably write more later if I feel like it."



~Mind you I've got horable spelling~